MY FOREVERLOVE

2009-01-07T05:21:00.002+08:00

yayaya~ haha
what am i doing up so late?
im damn sleepy. but...

i just wanna complete the rule®ulation thing for ICE tread @woo.
&&& STUPID WOO!
Lagging at the wrong time.
I havent open it for public lorh.
I already completed it just wanna open to public. =.=
damn.

IM JUST UNLUCKY!! :(

Tmr, going to meet up Sheena and guys.
Going back to school.

Secretly...
I miss school.

2009-01-03T05:07:00.002+08:00

黄靖伦 - 缺席
作词：陈颖见陈天佑 Wonderful
作曲：陈颖见
专辑：伦语录

爱只剩下躯壳
为什么还不放手却拉扯
是我不甘心还是不舍
为何我还在固执的拔河

其实我真的很难过
只是难过都沦为沉默
可能我真的不懂得让你更快乐

我想和你在一起却在你未来缺席
给你的爱那些美丽
已长成藤蔓缠着我的生命
在你的未来缺席
像是一出剧本未完待续
预留伏笔把未完成从容继续
如果还有如果就算瞬间老去毫不犹豫

爱是不是都一样
无论多漫长终究曲终人散
可是我不想因为不敢却步沮丧
然后半途收场

其实我真的很难过
只是难过都沦为沉默
可能我真的不懂得让你更快乐

我想和你在一起却在你未来缺席
给你的爱那些美丽
已长成藤蔓缠着我的生命
在你的未来缺席
像是一出剧本未完待续
预留伏笔把未完成从容继续
如果还有如果拥抱你不犹豫

能不能将你的样子忘掉
舍不舍得爱让我控制不了
只想要把你拥抱
其实爱上一个人没有解药
我的静脉流着爱陪你到老
原来我还会微笑

我真的想和你在一起却在你未来缺席
在你的未来缺席
像是一出剧本未完待续
预留伏笔把未完成从容继续
如果还有如果就算瞬间老去毫不犹豫

2008-12-31T19:50:00.003+08:00

*cleaning up all the spider webs and dust*
So long since i last blog.
yeah, really long... =.=
had been blogging at my wretch blog instead of here.

i think i shall get it revive since today is the last day of the year.
and a few more hours later, it will be a brand new year.
I always loves new year. cause, when it comes to new year, it meant my birthday coming soon.

but as for next year birthday, it not as exciting.
why?
Cause O levels result is coming as usual too. :(
I dont wanna see the results lah. i probably will fail. hahas.
argh, whatever.

Actually wanna think about resolution.
but, i dont wanna think already. cause, i will never follow my resolution. hahas.

But, in this coming 2009... i wish...
1) I could get into Chinese Media and Comm of Ngee Ann Poly.
2) Go to Taiwan.
3) Get myself a laptop.
4) Own outerspace cap (yeah, the one my baby is wearing)
I cannot think of anything esle already. hahahahahas.

2008-11-16T01:03:00.002+08:00

Hasnt blog for some times.
I have been very busy after Olevels end.
Class chalet right on the day when O level ends.

SUMMARY.
11Nov.
Bought my contact lens with sheena, hafizah and a friend of hafizah. (YEAH!)
and went home and pack'd up.
met chermaine and terrence's clique @houg mall.
I was late, but Aloysius and Gabby was even later. =.=
nvm.

Reach the chalet area, looking lost. Lucky we saw Wanyu who led us to the chalet.
The chalet was -.- to those i had been.
but, never mind already. it's over.

At night,
those guys spend hours setting up the bbq pit.
was hungry so, ate maggi mee.

then went to the beach to slack cause it is too bored already.
It is so damn cool to be by the beach. COOLING.
then, they were saying each of us will be what kind of person in future.
And, they say im superstar.=.=
Thanks ah, i dont wanna be one and wont be one.
And I dont really like to sing already. :(

Later at night,
Azfar played a damn awful prank on us.
which made me wanna scold many vulgarity at him. =.=
IT IS SO NOT FUN AT ALL!
I dont like to play with those kind of things.

12 NOv.
Because of the damn prank,
i was too terrified to sleep, so went to mac at downtown eat to chill.
The atmostphere there was much better. =.=
But need to walk a long way there.
nvm. ate breakfast there and went back...
Couldnt sleep so i slack till 6? then i go and sleep with Sheena.

And by the time i wake up, it is already afternoon.
slacked until night to see the guys set up the bbq pit again.
And I spot someone who looks like ICE. ^^
okay, whatever.

Finally the bbq pit was set up.
and comes the rain. DAMN IT!

Kj came up with the aluminuim tray idea to bbq food.
so, they set up the fire again.

Later at night,
Mdm Ida Lim and Mr Azahar came.
hahas. we forced them to eat. just kidding.
Mr Tan cheated our feeling. I expected him to come!!!!
argh.

around 11, we left for home.
-end of class chalet.

Rested on 13 Nov.
Dye my hair.
& the colour could only be seen under sunlight.
How cool =.=

14 Nov.
Elmo came to Sg.
He is super nice. he actually stop for quite long to chat with us and took photos.
and I got crazy about his friend, 囂張( xiaozhang meant arrogant ). He is super nice despite his name is arrogant. hahas.
After that went to Orchard to shop with Yuinhwei and friends for their prom stuff.
Walked for damn long.
&&& I hate walking!! DAMN~

15 Nov.
Went to SMU in the afternoon for Elmo dance comp.
It is super cool. ^^
Bought Liangcha for him and xiaozhang. ( yes! liangcha cause, i dont know what to buy.)
The comp was super nice to watch especially the hiphop and locking segment.
AND WOOHOO~
ELMO and ARROGANT WON FOR THE LOCKING SEGMENT.
CONGRATS. :D

after that,
send both of them back to the hotel.
and crazy xiaozhang suddenly scare me by turning back toward me and shouted a loud BOO.
He is crazy~ but i like~ hahas.

after sending them back = HOME SWEET HOME. (:

2008-11-07T03:03:00.003+08:00

I MISS MY BABY DONGHO!!! :(

Aint him a sweetie?
I want him to be my little brother.
& I WILL LOVE HIM LIKE MADNESS!

&& U-KISS!
I WANT THEM BACK BADLY!!!! :(

2008-11-06T13:59:00.004+08:00

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHS~
I LOVE U-KISS!!!
I SUPER SUPER SUPER LOVE U-KISS!!!!
I LOVE BABY DONGHO THE MOST!!

Yesterday,
was at airport to send them off.
&& i stood at the right spot. cause, they coming to my direction.
hahahahas.

then baby dongho walked too fast
& he stood there about 2m away from me while waiting for his manager and HE WAS LOOKING AT ME!!!!!
Not that Im thinking too much.
REALLY IS LOOKING AT ME.
Cause, only i at there shouting for dongho!! hahahahas.
He look at me for a long time until his manager came.
hahahahas!

AHHHS~~~ I MISS BABY DONGHO!
&&& KIBEOM!!
&&& KEVIN
&&& SOOHYUN
&&& SANDEO
&&& ELI!!

I MISS U-KISS!!!
HOPE THEY WILL COME AGAIN!!
^^

IF MAODI DONT COME SG SOON,
I GOING TO FORGET HIM ALREADY.
&& PUT BABY DONGHO AS MY ULTIMATE LOVE INSTEAD OF MAOMAO. >.<

DONGHO IS SUCH A SWEETIE!
KIBEOM IS SO CUTE TOO! (:

2008-10-30T15:42:00.002+08:00

You know what?
IM SO SILLY. -.-

Today is so NOT cedric's birthday.
IS yesterday.
&&&&&&
I mistaken it for 3 years. wth. -.-

so...
HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY CEDRIC. ^^

had BAD day today.
Feeling miserable now.
Vomited in class while having exams.
Only vomit a little bit.
BUT WHEN I AM AT HOME...
I had vomited again.
AND a lots. Even my last night dinner was out.
Damn disgusting.
And I still felt like vomiting.
So what's next?

Yesterday's afternoon bubble tea?
hahahahas.

Now, not only felt like vomiting.
my stomach is having intense pain
and felt like fainting at the very next moment.
HOW HOW HOW?
I think I am dying soon.

& I took a nap just now after i vomited.
& I dreamt about my dad.
I think I really miss him.
I was having happy times with my family...
and then i suddenly found out my dad is leaving.
Then i hugged my dad and told him not to leave.

I really hoped i could hug my dad again.
hais...

2008-10-30T05:49:00.002+08:00

ART and Physic paper down.
Left with math paper 2 for today and Social studies and Science P1
sian sian sian.

&& Today is Cedric birthday.
WOO~
HAPPY BIRTHDAY CEDRIC! :D

This is actually the very first time i actually could wish him so openly and to him.

我對他的感情以讓放在我的心里
是不會消失的
是說我不愛他了
是假的
我還是放不下他

可是我是告訴自己
我不會再讓你阻礙我了
我知道你不在前方等著我.
你已經走過我了.
你在我後面離我越來越遠

2008-10-27T05:15:00.003+08:00

&&&&&&
CAN O LEVELS QUICKLY OVER?
IM SICK OF STUDYING EVERYDAY LIKE MAD GIRL. =.=

& excited about class chalet. ^^

2008-10-27T04:57:00.002+08:00

Now the time is 4.58AM.
yeah. Im not yet asleep cause, i woke up only at 8.30PM.

First wanna wish Niambi, Chantrice HAPPY BIRTHDAY~
hahas, ytd stay overnight at her chalet until morning check out.
& what we did the whole night?
We were playing cards.
& I end up losing 2bucks. nvm.
just treat it as i ate 2 ice cream.
hehe. & Minghui really lucky lah.
He dont know how to play & he won a few bucks i think.
傻人有傻福!

&when i reached home,
the first thing i did was...
FELL ON THE BED AND SLEEP.
too tired.

Okay, im going to bed already.
TIRED TIRED TIRED.

2008-10-25T03:34:00.002+08:00

yeah!
One more paper down.
Now I am left with Math paper1,Physic, Science MCQ, Art and Social studies.

OHHHHHHHHHHH~
WHEN O LEVELS IS GOING TO BE OVER????

2008-10-23T23:51:00.001+08:00

Geog is down.

& it is a rather difficult paper.
But, I still i still managed to do it lah.
I did study.

Tmr paper is Math paper 1.
Had not prepare much for it. =.=

JIA YOU lah. ^^

2008-10-23T00:33:00.003+08:00

Oh oh oh~
English & Chem is down.

That's leave with Physic, Math, Geog, SS and Art. =.=
Tomorrow is Geog.
MUGGING LIKE SIAO.
First time I really studied for geog like crazy.
Why am i here?
Im taking a break after battling with geog revision for 8.5HOURS(WITHOUT ANY BREAKS)
& STUPID WOO isnt working.
&I MISS AMAN~ He is nice nice nice!!
He replied me 4 times in less than a day!
haha.

(click the pictures cause it is too small)
HIS REPLIES TO ME~ ^^
hahahas.

And because today is AMAN day~
I got so much feel for this ideal brother of mine.
I did a signature picture for him. Hahas. ^^

AMAN AMAN~
Actually his nick is 阿man ok?
I just prefer to call him AMAN~

OKOK~
Since that stupid WOO is not working!
Im going back to study. =.=
I think i shall study until 4am.
& I will be waking up at 8am cause, im meeting Sheena at 9am to mug even further.
I told Sheena im going to chiong until I die.
Yeah. I dont care already. CHIONG UNTIL I DIE.
Dont wanna regret~

Wish me luck~

2008-10-20T19:48:00.000+08:00

THE CHEM PAPER IS =.=

Flunk for sure.

WTH! WTH! WTH! WTH! WTH!

2008-10-17T00:08:00.002+08:00

Thanks god for the manageable practical exams!
It is easier than what i expected it to be,
just need to be very careful. ^^

& after my practical exams,
we were somehow quarantine in the hall for hours!
So bored.
Chatted with Cindi about many many stuff~ hahas.
She is so nice to chat with!!!
Played games with Bridget,HuiChing,Huda and Chermaine.
Also chatted with Sheena about boyboy! (:
Boyboy is a nice guy, BUT TOO BAD! IT IS TOO LATE~
hahas.

then around 1.30pm,
finally with are let out of the hall!
FRESH AIR~~~ SUNLIGHT~~~
hahahas.
Went to hougang mall to purchase stamp at the post office and ate KFC.

And at night,
met up with Melly to post the letters.
Hahas, we had a difficult time thinking how to place the stamp.
&& I saw MrGoh at the post office. hahas.
He kept asking me to study, soo bad.
Trying to stress me is it?
hahahas.

So happy~
Finally posted the letter.

&& I got something to announce.

I'M A ONE SIDED CHIPMUNK!!!!
>.<

My face swollen one side. -.-

2008-10-14T22:33:00.002+08:00

SO SO SO SO SO long since i last blogged.
had been blogging in another blog instead of here.
hahas. But, that blog is UNKNOWN lah. hahas.

yeah,
Busy with O levels preparation.
Getting bored already. Dying soon.

always on Woo.com this days,
Ice and Tank is nicenicenice!
hahas. Ice is my motivation now.
He is the best lah. hahahas!

& now also planning to work after Olevel exam finish.
So, im looking for jobs. 0.0
Good pay and I dont mind long hours.
I wanna work as sale assistant. Anyone wanna go find work with me right after Olevels.
Need the money lah, Chiong for 3 months.
AND FLY TO TAIWAN. hahahahahs!

yeah, im planning to go Taiwan around March next year.
Still planning lah,
Hope that everything will be okay. hahas.
Im excited already!!! hahahahahas!

2008-09-27T03:27:00.002+08:00

Dont let sadness from the past
& fears of the future
to ruin the happiness in the present.

^^

2008-09-24T21:56:00.002+08:00

Hahahas!
So long since I wanna blog about my own stuff.

HMMS!
22 DAYS TO OLEVELS!
& IM MUGGING LIKE ONE CRAZY WOMAN!

Im determined to work hard for the rest of the 22 days.
Even I did not go to school, i work hard at home kay?
& The reason of my sudden urge of working hard is...
MR MOTIVATION{ Those who knows who is him shall keep quiet!}

Hahas,
He insisted i study hard.
So, I do listen to him.

I dont anyhow listen to other people ok?
Only Mr. Motivation! (:
Not even Mr. AP~

2008-09-23T18:08:00.003+08:00

I will always remember the two of you in the bottom of my heart.
WUGEREN really rocks!

Hiroshi.
My ultimate love in wu ge ren.(:

Jon soh!
My motivation in wu ge ren. (:

& also the other three guys in wugeren
I will also remember you guys! (:
Kwang Yueh - The laughing machine.
Nic Png - The seductive sweet guy! { he is super sweet & i just found out like ytd?}
Ben Thia - HE IS A NICE GUY TOO but too quiet! hahahahas!

2008-09-22T02:11:00.004+08:00

i got the pictures already!!! (:

Jie guang and me!
HAHAHAHAS!
HE IS SUPER LOVES!
zheng xiang and me!
just age HAOYANG & underage KELLY!
haoyang & me & the river.
me , haoyang, jiamei and stefy!

that all with the guys.

next our crazy shots!
me & stefy wanting to jump the river!
then jiamei joined us too!
lijuan and me. (:
jiamei , me and lijuan with the purple lights!

with purple lights again.
shoes of the people with the pretty purple lights!

near the river~

2008-09-21T02:06:00.002+08:00

hahahahhahas!
high-ing!
super high-ing!
super duper high-ing!

wees!
so long never so high le you know?
and also so long never when i just saw a person my face will blush like siao.
hahahas.

just went 'clubbing' but actually is to support yxf lah.
yeah! finally i get to see yxf AGAIN!!
yes! AGAIN!! *high*

and as you know im still 4 mth UNDERAGE! {yes, haoyang! im underage!}
I can only drink soft drink... -.-
& I need to wear the stupid green neon wrist band to show that im underage!
I see there like only i wore it. -.-

okay,
that not the purpose!
hahahas. & i dont care either.
hahas.

saw yxf performances.
quite cool! hahahas.
i misses their performance alots.
i especially like the 'sui ran' they performance.
hahahas!
I took videos.
shall put up when i got the video from minghui.
yeahh.

& took pictures with them. (:
hahahahs!
finally with jieguang again!!
hahahahahhahhahahas!
& haoyang new hair style is super shuai!
SUPER SUPER SHUAI!
super love haoyang also.

&& chatted with jieguang a little...
he is as usual shy and reserved.
but he is nice nice nice!

hao yang also nice nice nice!

HAHAHAS~
SO we nua-ing at the club for awhile.
& went crazy taking picture with the scenery at clake quay.
we even took a picture as if we are going to jump singapore river.
lols.

Then haoyang suddenly came out,
so we asked him to jump singapore river with us.
then he blur blur stand there thought we wanna take pictures with him.
hahas.
so we took lor. since he think that way.
hahahas!

after that we went to eat bak ku teh.
they eat lah,
me and stefy drink water only.
POOR~
hahahahas.

then went home.
ANYWAYS,
WE stands for Minghui, stefy, joey and two girl who names is so difficult to remember & me. (:

yxf will be having another gig there again.
but i forgot the date.

& the pictures will be uploaded later when i get it la.
hahahahahhas~

HIGH -ing!

2008-09-17T18:31:00.003+08:00

ah ah ah~

Elmo coming to sg!!
for a dance competition.

and he is bring in B.I.H T-shirt for sales!!
I WANT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!~

But, 57 bucks. 0.0
More expensive than Lollipop concert tees.
But, Elmo MAY personally meet to give out the tees!

craze~

I really really miss 21bang!!

2008-09-17T00:01:00.001+08:00

愛一個人好難,
想關心一個人更難!

:(

2008-09-14T20:04:00.002+08:00

Went to sb event ytd.
had lots of fun.
hahahahahahahas!

made me madness about hiroshi again.
I dont know la.
But this time toward him,
the feel when im with him isnt like last time when i was with the others i support.
it is so different.
hahahas.

& Jonathan is so funny also la.
And yeah, he loves tuzi!
I notice something about him.
He is like an innocent small boy are curious in everything!
hahahas,
he is super cute la.

^^

2008-09-13T07:18:00.000+08:00

I'm nightlife KAILI~

hahahhahahahahhas~

2008-09-12T03:13:00.008+08:00

So long since i blogged.
more than a week.
hmms.

was having exams for the past days,
and finally it's over.

Because of exams,
I hasnt been going to mdc to support wugeren.
hahas. But, im so glad that they got through to next round.
Because, when i watch their performances, i was quite shocked actually.
but, hiroshi is as usual cute like madness.
(yeah! madness about him AGAIN!)

next week,
they gonna sing jap song.
hope hiroshi got parts to sing! hahahas!
show his japanese culture( if he have).
hahahahhas!

okay, enough of superband.
i got quite tone down for it for some time already because of studies,
so lets not make it high again. hahas.

Speaking of exams,
Can you believe it? I actually studied.
I wake up in the middle of the night just to study.
And I tried to study the most horrible subject, chemistry.
I look at the worksheet just for 10 mins on the same page and almost fell asleep.
this is how much i hate chemistry! hahas.
but, luckily, the paper turn out easier than i thought.
I actually thought im going to pass up an almost empty paper.
but, i pass up an almost full paper instead.

And the subject that im most disappointed of is ART.
I like the sketches i did la.
Cause i drew my huya doing breaking!:)
BUT, the final work is CMI! CMI! CMI!!~~~
so upset. hais.
but, it is okay cause i shouldnt cry over spilled milk.
it is already over!!

shall think about happy stuff.
hmms...
I SO HAPPY THAT MY HUYA IS FINALLY BACK TO BBT!
hahahas! HE IS SUPER FUNNY LA!
He is not used sitting at the first row cause he cannot sleep as the camera will always capture him and anytime, fanfan will cue him out.
so cute!

this few days,
my mind change about the new guys in bbt!
hahahas!

My previous post,
i wrote about this kiddish guys who i used to think he looks like sam.
HAHAHAS! I LIKE HIM!!!
He is really a kid la, super innocent.
BUT HE CAN SING VERY VERY VERY WELL! ^^
He is call Tank, cause he looks like tank.
but, i dont think so.

Another guy who i like is call ICE.
A mixed blood. I forget what country he says he was from.
Somewhere near mexico i think.
and plus taiwanese la.
He is super cute la.
And he is good at doing magic. hahas!

ICE AND TANK IS COUPLE COUPLE~
hahahas! ^^

And I also found out,
I really like mixed blood guys! hahahas.
They are always good looking la.

crazy already.
exam over must relax.

woohoo!
I CAN SEE YIXUANFENG NEXT WEEK!
JG~JG~JG~JG~

Happy happy happy!
JIEGUANG ROCKS LAH!! ^^

&&&
also hope Mr.Sick XUE MING HUI can get well soon lah.
If not ah, I will be so bored without him when i go mdc.
No one to gossip with me already.
So, better get well soon ah!~

很晚了!
毛弟出來說晚安! ^^

虎牙說他也很累了!
我也是~
去睡覺了!
晚安! 晚安!

Goodnight everyone.

2008-09-05T15:03:00.000+08:00

HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY!

I FINALLY CAN WRITE POST IN WOO.COM LE!!!
SO HAPPY~

I wrote an email to ask the admin to help me to activate the account
as they never send me activation email.

so it is activated!!!
yeah yeah yeah!!

2008-09-04T13:07:00.005+08:00

i'm back after MIA ing for 3 days.
shall not talk about what i did during the 3 days lah,

Actually i was very happy de.
but, now abit down again.

was very happy that wugeren is revived! (:
and hirohiro and jon is super shuai lor.
hahahahas!

but, why im so down again.
I was on woo.com forum last week and saw some new guys wretch album.
And finally make myself accept them because,
at least i found one that i think is can make it one.
That guy is call xiao gui and is super cute.
The best looking one among the new guys lah.
BUT today i read his wretch again, and he say he didnt get in.
wth, and i see those guys who got in.
some not good looking one. all the style quite same to me. not unique at all.
unlike the 1st batch, there so many different type of unique guys like
wangzi: the charisma of a prince.
aben : the good boy type
xiaojie: the good husband type.
terry: the man!
elmo: the crazy alien
liquan: the silly boy
and many many more.
hais.

1st batch is better.
I see huya forum tread transfer to the 2nd batch guys tread,
got a very sad feeling leh even though, im happy that he got a chance.
but, hais.

got one guy look like yishijie's sam.
LOLS! from my view lah. he really look like sam. hees.
Also quite small sized de. hehehes.

take back my words.
I dont think he looks like sam anymore.
He just look like another school boy to me.
very kiddish look. -.-

I want xiaogui!!! argh!

2008-08-31T03:04:00.001+08:00

ahhs,
boredom is killing me.

2008-08-29T22:25:00.002+08:00

A song that is somehow my feeling now,
I had also changed it to be my blog song. (:

Reflection by Christina Aguilera

Look at me
You may think you see
Who I really am
But you’ll never know me
Every day, is as if I play apart
Now I see
If I wear a mask
I can fool the world
But I can not fool
My heart
Who is that girl I see
Staring straight back at me?
When will my reflection show
Who I am inside?
I am now
In a world where I have to
Hide my heart
And what I believe in
But somehow
I will show the world
What’s inside my heart
And be loved for who I am
Who is that girl I see
Staring straight back at me?
Why is my reflection
Someone I don’t know?
Must I pretend that i’m
Someone else for all time?
When will my reflection show
Who I am inside?
There’s a heart that must
Be free to fly
That burns with a need
To know the reason why
Why must we all conceal
What we think
How we feel
Must there be a secret me
I’m forced to hide?
I won’t pretend that i’m
Someone else
For all time
When will my reflections show
Who I am inside?
When will my reflections show
Who I am inside?

2008-08-29T15:08:00.002+08:00

Okay, I got the mood to blog already.

In super good mood now!!!
woohoo!
I wrote a chinese entry about bbt.
& said about how poor thing huya is,
as he is not part of erjun
and is someone who is too quiet so, who will ask him to attend show?
so, I was quite upset then cause, i thought i wont be seeing him again after he graduate.

BUT!!!!
I just went to read woo.com
AND HUYA IS IN THE SECOND BATCH OF GUYS along with xiaole.
WEES! Im so so so glad to hear that.
So glad that huya is given a chance to show others that he could do it again.
Even though, huya is very soft spoken and hardly talk on the show BUT he is really someone with GREAT TALENTS. He not only can dance popping but also breaking. And he can beat box very very well.
AHS~ so happy! so happy!
even though, it is still sad to see the guys graduate but,
Im still glad that at least huya is still around.
I feel so happy for him too!
Cause, he is working very hard to speak more and be much more funnier.
I dont want his effort to have no results.
I want huya to prove that not only he have the talents but he also have the attitude to be a star one day. He can do it. (:
AND HE REALLY REALLY LOOKS LIKE BABY TIGER NOW!
Super cute! ((:

2008-08-29T12:58:00.001+08:00

TOO TIRED TO WRITE ANYTHING. -.-

2008-08-27T12:09:00.002+08:00

Read a friend's blog just now.
saw a message to me.

I thought i should tell the truth why i didnt want to go school.
It is not that school is a boring place nor im too lazy to go.

just that i dont feel belong anymore.
I used to love school alots, but now, it seems to be getting further to me.
i hate to be alone in school.
i hate it!
I used to have best friends around, having my own clique.
last time, we even quarrel with other groups of people for table we always used.
but, it just suddenly disappear.
My best friend dont talk to me,
i have to face people who i dont really likes.
and the one who treat me well now, is the one i used to quarrel
Going to school just remind me of everything.
I really hope everything will go back to normal.

Someone once told me,
I changed alots this year. I used to be talkative and active,
but, now i turned very very quiet and hardly talk.
I used to be hardworking but now, i have no motivation to move forward.
Last week,
When I did the wrong piece of worksheet instead of the one Mr Tan ask the class to do. And I still made a fuss about i didnt have the worksheet.
Mr Tan look at me furiously and seems so disappointed in me,
I almost cried in class but i didnt wanna cry in front of him so i pretended to be sleepy instead as my eye were red already.
I felt really bad that moment and really reflect on what i did for the past few months. And, i found out, i really did nothing.
And I really dont have the face to see Mr Tan anymore.
He is the one who always cheer me up whenever I did badly for my exams.
He is the one who always have hope with and believe in me.
He is the one who gave me motivation to do better.

But, what did I give back to him?
I gave him lots and lots of disappointment.
I did not give him the results he wanted to see.

Sometimes, I really felt like crying in class.
Everyone seems to answer so well when teachers asked a question
and my mind is blank.
I just seems like someone who just joined the class,
dont understand anything. i really thought of giving up.

Sometimes, i may joke and say happily that my knowledge stopped at Sec 3.
But, in my heart, i feel like killing myself for being so dumb.

Yesterday,
I cried right after my mum say like I will fail my O levels if didnt hardwork.
I really really wants to. but how?
I already dont know where to start.

No one will understand how i really felt,
Everyone seems to have such high hopes for me,
but, i cant be able to achieve them.
Everyone seems disappointed in me now.

Im really really tired.
really felt like giving up.

Im just a disappointment to people who believe in me.

2008-08-27T11:39:00.002+08:00

just got back from school.
so early right? I left school around 11am.

Just had Social Studies paper, one of the subject which I'm more concerned about because it is something that i could score well.

and could you believe i actually cried in school because of the paper?
Not that the paper is too difficult,
JUST THAT I DONT HAVE THE TIME TO FINISH THE WHOLE PAPER!
-.-

and wth.
i knew how to do the SEQ question VERY WELL!
and i only have less than 30 minutes to finish two questions.
I spent too much time on doing SBQ, because, i thought i could manage the SBQ question well, by to my dismay, the Sources is so difficult to understand.
I don't find the question difficult but the sources.

In conclusion,
I spent time doing those questions which im unsure of and it causes me to have lesser time to do question that im VERY SURE of.

ahhhhhhh!
super disappointed with myself.
how i hope time could stop awhile for just 5minute will do.
And because i dont have time, my point are all disorganise. -.-

T.T

2008-08-25T13:00:00.004+08:00

prelim started.
did english papers today.

quite so-so.

For composition,
i did a topic, Fame.
Quite lost at the start,
cause didnt know whether should i write a narrative composition or description.
hmms. i dont like to write storys so, i wrote description instead.
So, I wrote about Gag star.
and reminds me of ah ben.
HAHAHAHAS!

and happy happy to know that,
TOMORROW I DONT NEED TO GO SCHOOL!
Reason: I dont need to take chinese exams. chinese too good already.
HAHAS! Actually regretted not retaking chinese this year.
Cause, my chinese improved alots.
I dont need to use dictionary to find words already.
It is all in my mind!!
I got B3 last year, so if i retake this year, i might get A2 or even A1.
hais, nvm lah. im too lazy to go to chinese lessons too & even so, i dont do chinese assignment.

BUt actually not need so happy also lah,
cause, since last week i already planned not to go school tomorrow.
hees.

Had 3 days of self proclaim holiday last week.
When people ask why?
I said celebrate olympic! lols.

ANDANDAND!!
I got my favourite sportstar ok?
FENG TIAN WEI!!
hahahas!

First time i enjoyed watching table tennis and olympic.
because, of Feng tian wei.
she is super good lor.
hahahas.

2008-08-22T12:34:00.002+08:00

模範棒棒堂真的要畢業了.
我還沒看昨天那的節目.
我昨天看到預告後, 根本是哭不停.
到現在還是, 也是哭這些這個文章的.

心里真的好難過, 我真的不想他們畢業.
這個難過比那次昊穎回台灣還難過幾萬倍.
我真的很捨不得毛毛啦. 我不要有看不到他的日子.
我一天沒看到他, 我會一整天不開心.
我沒那麼早回家, 就是因為要回家看模範棒棒堂.
我知道, 他還會有別的發展. 可是我真的很舍不得他.
一開始我就喜歡他了，可是真的開始喜歡他是當他唱殘廢時。
從那個只會跆拳道到會唱歌然後會跳舞的毛弟。
毛弟真的很用功很努力想走出自己的路，不在活在哥哥的引子下。
嗨～我真的真的很捨不得他。
我不要他畢業！！！！

另一個讓我非常難過的是虎牙.
沒進二軍就算了,還讓他畢業!
還我不是完全看不到虎牙了, 這跟淘汰有什麼分別.
就別說有別的節目給他做了,因為他那個超安靜和白目的個性,
哪裡有可能有人會叫他去做節目呢?
我看我真的要跟牙牙說byebye 了!
牙牙, 我是不會忘記你這個佈景王子的!
也不忘記模範棒棒堂的beatbox 達人！！！

其實...
每個底迪我都會不捨的.

狗狗班長, 敖犬.
他是我覺得在棒棒堂的舞王!
想到以後都看不到他和小傑兒在棒棒堂的雙人表演了, 好難過.
在棒棒堂來新加波時, 給我們最多回憶的也是他.
PppPpp..rince...
真的捨不得!

我的小傑兒.
我在六棒里的最愛.
那個說話每次很有道理,
那個被說帥就很開心,
那個好老公型的廖俊傑!
來新加坡時,讓我跑到要死要活!
可是可以看到小傑兒就是幸福!
可是看不到他在棒棒堂了, 一點都不幸福了.

霹靂昂絲, 王子
本來一開始, 他是我最喜歡的一個.
可是我最後還比較喜歡毛毛.
可是, 最近因為群俠傳而非常喜歡他.
為什麼要當我還滿喜歡他時, 讓他畢業呢?

鋼鐵人,威廉!
在我心目中,威廉一直來都是傻傻的.
很有親切感的一個人.
他的人超好的, 不會讓我感到害怕.
六棒里, 表情最可愛的是他喔!
來新加坡時,我對威廉說加油!
他大大聲的說: 我會的! 謝謝!
超可愛的,因為他真的叫的很大聲!

小巨人, 阿緯.
大風吹達人!!
棒棒堂里, 我覺得最好笑的底迪.
沒有他在模範棒棒堂, 會好看嗎?
我會想念他的梗的!

Rocker,小煜.
沒人可以比他還再rocker了!
出了名黑臉的他,
來新加坡時是非常的親切的.
雖然,煜哥不是我喜歡的, 可是還是捨不得!:(

公主本，阿本！
模範棒棒堂，不可以沒有他！
最努力, 最優秀,最綜藝卡, 最多話的也是他!
每次為了模範棒棒堂, 不顧形象的表演,扮娘.
本公主不會老的! 永遠青春可愛!!
不只堂主捨不得, 我也好捨不得他!

小馬,
他也是模範棒棒堂里, 很努力的一個底迪.
每次都會學新的才藝,給了我很都驚喜,
像最近他學了breaking一樣.
讓我另眼相看!

小綿羊, 野獸.
棒棒堂最可愛,最溫柔的野獸.
罵人也很可愛. 看到他就好想疼他!
唱歌也是一級棒的!
最近他也瘦下來了, 看了有點心疼.
野獸也是我愛的一個. 我超捨不得他!!

獎哥, 翰獎
小提琴+ 劍道都很棒!
我最喜歡就是當他啦小提琴時.
很帥.翰獎真的很獎喔!
捨不得!!!

小濱,
雖讓小濱已為了學業離開了棒棒堂.
可是, 當時他說要走時, 我已經很難過了.
不是說以後有空可以回來嗎?
嗨~

多多,
雖讓我真的很不喜歡他!
也常常想為什麼他還會在棒棒堂.
可是,想了想因為他在, 還可以顯示其他底迪的好啊!
可是,多多後空翻真的很棒.
那點沒人可以贏過他!

棒棒堂先生, Terry,
其實一開始我不太喜歡他的.
可是選二軍後, 我真的覺得他很棒!
他真的很用心的想把宅男塾管理的好.
他沒進二軍, 我還覺得滿可惜的.

喇叭魚, 鮪魚.
我覺得他真的很帥啊.
雖讓態度不是很好有愛遲到,
可是, 他跳舞時真的很帥!!
可以算是模範棒棒堂的popping 大人！

小祿,
模範棒棒堂唱歌最好聽的！
也很會跳舞！
也很會說話！
加入模範棒棒堂後，模範棒棒堂真的有比較好看了！
真的不可以沒有小祿！

傻子銓，李銓
模範棒棒堂的大傻子！
他真的傻的好可愛喔。
可是他打鼓時真的真的好帥，一點也不傻！
我會很想念他傻里傻氣的樣子的！

牙膏！
是有覺得最近非常非常用功的底迪。
可是當他再努力用功時，
棒棒堂就要結束了！　
他也是超可愛的阿！
怕高，怕水，怕青菜！
捨不得喔～

Elmo,
那個神經病的愛毛！
Locking 舞王不是亂說的！
是模範棒棒堂的驕傲！　
我真的會捨不得他那個聽不懂的笑話。

嗨～
我真的好捨不得喔！　
真的真的！

模範20棒
永遠是我心目中最棒的模範棒棒堂！

2008-08-20T17:46:00.001+08:00

argh.

today's oral exam is difficult.
only the conversation part lah.

i think i did fairly well for the reading and picture part.

dont wanna talk about already.
hais hais hais!

2008-08-20T04:33:00.002+08:00

EMO EMO. ):

Just felt that im a lousy friend.
Although, no one said it before.
but, i felt bad sometimes.

taking friend's kindness for granted and stuff.
i dont know.
sometimes, i just dont know how to treat them better.
cause, im too used to be independent in everything i do.
i like to do thing on my own,
or rather, i have my own thinking when it come to doing work.

Im also not a good listener.
nor someone who impress their thoughts or feeling.
I always kept things to myself and somehow expect people to do so too.
It is not that i dont want to talk about my feeling.
just that somehow, for me, i find it difficult to trust other people even close friends. Because, we cannot read others people mind. we dont know what others is thinking.

hais hais hais.
just a thought that came through my mind.
which made me quite upset.

perhap, i may be thinking too much.
too stressed already. 0.0

2008-08-19T17:04:00.002+08:00

TOO TIRED PLUS LAZY TO BLOG!

Had been quite unlucky recently.
or rather,
many unwanted things happened.

super tired siah.

tomorrow i got english oral exam.
REALLY NOT IN MOOD FOR EXAMS!
ESPECIALLY EXAMS THAT SPEAKING IS NEEDED!

Just dont feel like talking.
hais hais hais!!

I WANT MAOMAO!

2008-08-16T23:42:00.007+08:00

殘念! 殘念! 殘念!

still waiting for andy ge to explain about it,
but, shouldnt really blame on andy ge lah.

bangbangtang is being brought up by andy ge.
Each and every guys is like his child to him, he loves them even more than us does.
I believe he got his own thinking and have better plans for them

But,
somehow i just couldnt accept the facts that he is taking away all the bbt guys.
It is so unfair to those who didnt gets into erjun.
and to the fans too. -.-
and most importantly, i cannot see maomao everyday. ))))):

hais.
please dont blame andy ge already. hais...
even though, yesterday i still angry with him but after thinking through,
i think it is not his fault.
still love 張小明 alots. (:

張小明加油!

and today went to steal people pictures of the autograph session of erjun.
not really steal lah. i will credit her one hor!!
Lets upload some up.
I saved alots. hehehehehe!!

HANJIANG!! ((:
MAOMAO!!
Yeshou and maomao! I think maomao is hyper cute in this pic!
Xiao ma. ((:
Weiyu!! (:
Louis and Weiyu!!
Yagao!!
MAOMAO!!
Weiyu, Liquan and yagao
YESHOU!! CUTE~ Picture credit to yvvone,i forget her wretch account url. lols.
Have alots more but lazy to upload up!

FOREVER 21棒 !
敖犬, 小傑, 小煜, 王子, 阿緯, 威廉, 毛弟, 阿本, 野獸, 小馬, 翰獎, Terry, 鮪魚, 李銓, 小禄,
牙膏, 虎牙, Elmo, 小濱, 多多, 小樂 FOREVER!

2008-08-16T16:30:00.002+08:00

went to woo.com forum to check out about 21棒 leaving bbt
and saw a video of a news featuring Andy ge about it.

http://s257.photobucket.com/albums/hh232/zerajay/?action=view&current=Clip_MOV0437600398823-15-20.flv

Andy哥 says 21棒沒有離開, 只是畢業!
( 21bang is not leaving but, graduating)

wth,
isnt leaving and graduating the same?
is still the same as leaving right?
SO what he have further plans of making a new show on weekends.
It will not be the same as the 模範棒棒堂 that we loves.

沒有21棒和范范姐的模範棒棒堂,　就不是模範棒棒堂了.
不管在外個有個的發展，模範棒棒堂就像是以讓他們集合的地方！
真的很捨不得！　
以前我有說過，如果有哪位弟迪被淘汰的話，我都會很會很難過。
就算是我最討厭的多多也一樣。
因為已經習慣每天看模範棒棒堂了，　
看他們慢慢的成長，從什麼都不董到現在個個都變成眾議卡。
每天可以看到他們就會覺得好幸福！
以後的模範棒棒堂一定會很陌生。
好難過！　

2008-08-15T22:22:00.003+08:00

just read a news from woo.com forum.

http://forum.woo.com.tw/viewthread.php?tid=151096&extra=page%3D1

ERJUN already release...
They chosed 7 people instead of 5.
I should be happy with it cause, yeshou almost couldnt make it as this time it is chosen by the votes and yeshou is 7th in placing.
and maomao as usual got 1st in placing.

BUT what am i really unhappy about since maomao is already in?
IT IS THAT ER JUN IS GOING TO FORM A INSTRUMENT BAND INSTEAD OF MANDO POP BOY GROUP.
wth.
And they will not be able to release a album if one of them couldnt learn a instrument each by end of the year.
wth wth wth!
IS LIKE HELLO?
To end of the year, there is only around 4 months left, and they need to master a instrument?
who can really master a instrument in 4 months and not everyone could be so musically talented? and the guys have to both balance their studies and work. They dont even have time to train for their dances. so, how to master a instrument by the end of the year.
In the 7 guys, only liquan plays drum and guitar and aben who plays keyboard.
And, most of the guys who could dances very well.
So, instead of making use of their talents, they rather chose to cultivate new talents?
Or, they wants them to dance popping/locking/breaking when playing instrument?
It is just because they wants to er jun to be different from LOLLIPOP!
SO what if they are both boy groups? At least, I see a boy group will go further than a instrumental group! The only instrument band which i think is famous is Mayband, the rest is famous for awhile and die down. -.-

and and and THE MOST UNHAPPY PART ABOUT IT is...
Yuinhwei told me,
ANDY GE says the 20 bang will be replaced with a new batch of guys.
THAT MEANS I WILL NOT BE ABLE TO WATCH MAOMAO ON BBT ALREADY!
WTH WTH WTH!!

BBT is the only source to allow me to watch maomao everyday.
I still wanna see him everyday!!
arghh!!

and i think the rating for bbt will be damn low already.
cause, if 20bang not around, i dont think the fans will wanna watch. 0.0

wwwwwwwwwwwwwwwaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhssssssssss~

毛毛加油!
不要太辛苦了!
要好好學樂器喔！
You can do it! (:

2008-08-15T12:43:00.001+08:00

yawnns. -.-

feeling bored today.
perhap, i should work on a new blogskin.
i dont want this black one anymore.
I wanna a more colourful blog skin. ((:

heh heh!

2008-08-14T20:20:00.002+08:00

I put up the countdown timer to countdown to the day of the announcement of ERJUN. 0.0
14 MORE DAYS!!
OMG OMG OMG!!
MAOMAO MUST GET IN!
I think i will not be able to calm down until the day arrive.

Many people have been telling me that, maomao will get in for sure.
I know maomao got many postive points and many reasons to ensure him a place in erjun.
But, i shouldnt be too overconfident on him, because he do have his negative points.
maomao must must must get in.

and of course, i not only hope maomao can get in,
i hope aben and yeshou can get in too.

Anyways,
Today,
didnt go to school again for some reasons.

What I did the whole day?
I was doing my art preparation.
Painted the the final work for more than 3 hours!
shagged. first time, i find it so tired to paint. 0.0
This shows HOME is not a good place to paint!
hahahas.

and
also went to check at the yixuanfeng.com forum.
woohoo! somehow it is revived!
and super nice zijian still go there and craps.
sometimes, my beloved jg appeared randomly too!
WANNA SAY...
I MISS YIXUANFENG!

The first band i supported in SB2. AND THE ULTIMATE LOVES and ALWAY THE BEST in SB2. (:
Even though, Im the JG siao. But at least, i support the band as a group!
The 4 guys in the group rocks! (:

lalalas~
yixuanfeng fever~
jgjgjgjg always~

2008-08-13T20:27:00.001+08:00

TIRED TIRED TIRED!

Once i reached home, i lie flat on my bed.
TOOOOOO TIRED!

2008-08-12T22:13:00.006+08:00

It is no longer have A bad day for me.
To me is TWO bad day for me.

HELLS!
Really wanna type the f word you know?
Damn pissed off with a particular person.
Needless me to say who.

Yesterday,
was sad cum pissed off.
wugeren got eliminated,
was sad lah, but didnt cry cause,
i dont wanna to,
and i think my two guys did their best already.
and silly hirohiro forget to on his volume. 0.0
So silly.
But, Jon and hirohiro performance is like so cute!
and,
actually BEN THIA IS A NICE CHAP!
I have better impression of him now than someone.

我對伍個人是帶著抱著希望的心情.
我對他們的支持是相信他們可以帶個我們一個好的表演.
就算不是表演最好的一組, 可是我知道他們已經盡力了. 我也很 enjoy 他們的表演.
所以我不會難過, 也不會失望.

可是! 近藤裕真的真的很可愛!
Hiroshi is super super super cute!
When me and huijin wanna take picture with him together,
then he kept saying he looks retard and wanna retake.
So, we retook 4 times and he still look retards.
so, we gave up! HAHAHAHAS!
Actually, he dont look retard lah, he looks super cute in the pictures. ((:

KAILI; HIROSHI ; HUIJIN! ME AND Mr. Soh Feiwen. JOYCE! She is nice and sweet!
WITH BORIS! ((:

TODAY,
HAPPILY went to school LATE~
Had science practical exam today, therefore i can go school late today!

AND AFTER THE PRACTICAL EXAM,
I WAS CURSING AND SWEARING!
I left the 2nd page of the physic paper BLANK cause, i doesnt have enough time to do so.
And, the damn experiment is done like when im sec 3 which is like 2 years back.
And to poke the nail to the paper causing many holes in my paper. 0.0
STRESS!

Lucky, the chemistry paper is better than what i expected.
Although, i didnt write sulphate for the last question.
But i know is COPPER (II) !!! lols.
THAT'S BIG IMPROVEMENT FOR ME LOR!
hahahahas!
I HATE SCIENCE! (:

And tell you something,
I lost my pencil case due to stress,
NO! NOT DUE TO MY BLUR-NESS!
I think i left it in the chemistry lab.
Either 1)Im too stress about my physic paper,
OR 2)Im too excited to retrieve my handphone back from my examiner.

Hahahas,
Actually, i think is 2. LOLS!!
i miss my maomao too much already you see...
LOLS!

And TODAY IS GAVRIIL BIRTHDAY!!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY GAVRIIL!
((:

2008-08-10T22:15:00.002+08:00

Hmms...
Today is a super boring day, I got enough of studying so, when im surfing the net, I got by sgclub.com and read about my horoscope...

Capricorn Woman

It is very difficult to define the characteristics profile of a Capricorn girl exactly. She can be the sexy babe on the beach or a scientist sitting in the laboratory, doing experiments that can save mankind. Whatever she is on the outside, when you look inside you will find a girl who looks for security, authority, respect and position. It is an entirely different matter how she seeks to achieve these goals. It may be as the president of a country or as the wife of an ambitious man. She seeks recognition and it doesn't matter how she gets it.

A Capricorn female is like that goat, which has to reach the top of the mountain. It doesn't matter what position she starts and how slowly she walks, she will be at the top much before those, who were running in front of her. She will do it with such subtlety that you wouldn't even know when she crossed all the milestones. She has her aims and ambitions, but they don't come before her family. She can enjoy the role of a wife or a mother as much as that of the CEO of the biggest MNC. However, you will have to provide her with equivalent respect and security.

Almost all the Capricorn women have immaculate etiquettes. They have an inherent sense of social elegance, modesty and conventional look. Though she looks completely calm, composed and balanced, don't think she doesn't have mood swings. She can become really depressed if she thinks that someone has misjudged or ill-treated her. In such a case, she may brood for months at a time. This stems from the fact that she does not feel as secure as she seems to be and fears being ridiculed or laughed at.

It is advisable not to tease a Capricorn girl; she may take it too literally. Though she may pretend otherwise, she seeks as much compliments as the other girls, probably even more. Show her that you appreciate her and make her feel secure. It will help her in opening up and showing her deliberately controlled passion. A Capricorn girl's personality doesn't include the trait of wishful thinking. She sees only those dreams that can be converted into reality. She enters a boat only when she knows that the waters are safe.

She will emphasize heavily on social etiquettes and you never see her serving the guests in anything but crystal cutlery. There will always be something fresh about her beauty and she will never ever be unattractive, even when she is wearing those hair-curlers. A Capricorn female will appear to be extremely confident, but inside she is quite unsure about her appearance. You will have to reassurance her time and again that she is attractive. She will always be honest and will expect the same from you.

At the same time, you will have to respect her family. Remember when you marry a Capricorn woman; you marry her family and relatives too. If ever you criticize her family members, better ensure that the criticism is constructive or she will never forgive you. Her love for you will never prevent her from taking care of her family. The plus point of this attitude is that she will be equally considerate towards your family too and give them the same respect as her own fellows. She will never mind if you cancel your holiday trip to pay for dad's operation.

The home of a Capricorn female will always be sparkling clean, that to with effortless ease. She is a realist and daydreaming is not her idea of passing the time. She has the ability to make even the dullest of surroundings looks warm and attractive, with her earthly passion. She will never stop you from dreaming, as long as there is bread in the house and the dreams have atleast some chances of turning into reality. As a mother, she will teach the kids discipline, economy, practicality, etiquettes and respect for elders. Make her feel loved, protected, needed and cared for and in return, she will support you in realizing your dreams and give you a deep, lasting love!

I think it is quite true!
Those in red are very very very true about me. hahahas!
I may appear confident and calm, but inside, it is different.

2008-08-09T12:55:00.003+08:00

090808!
TODAY IS SINGAPORE's BIRTHDAY! (:
HAPPY BIRTHDAY SINGAPORE!

Actually suppose to go Malaysia today, but, it is cancelled.
And I have to study study study for today.
Sad right?

Dont know why, this year I got the national day spirit to celebrate it! lols.
But, i will be at home watching instead. LOLS!

Tell you guy something,
Even though, I often said I wanna get married to Taiwanese but,
I REALLY REALLY LOVE SINGAPORE.
It is clean, low crime rate and low chance for getting hit by disaster.

2008-08-09T00:55:00.005+08:00

080808!

This day is also a day that i attend my cousin, Lester's wedding.
I get to meet my cousins who i only get to meet like on chinese new year. hahahas.
and till today then I know my cousin is call Lester cause, I call him Ah Hui Korkor from young.
And the story of how he and his wife, Aileen met is so sweet.
Let me say the story,
Once when Aileen is going home from school, she received a sms by an unknown number.
ANd obviously the unknown number is Lester. He smsed her a riddle which suppose to be send to his friend cause he is too bored in camp by mistake. And Aileen replied him and get to know each other. But due to their busy schedule, they did not contact until 6 years later on msn.
Then eventually they went out often and till now they are married!
A sms by mistake eventually brought a couple together. How wonderful is it right?

And Cousin Lester is a baker with his own cake shop which is take over from his dad, and he actually make the wedding cake himself. And the wedding cake is made by many small cakes.
And it is super yummy!

Looks yummy right? It is brownies with icing sugar.
Made from my cousin's hands ok? LOLS!

And I think my cousin is super cool!
On the day when he have to bring his wife home, he actually sang a song in toapoyah central with his friends in the middle of the day to his wife home.
And many people were looking at him! Super sweet! He even kneeled down!
And when he get to the door, He have to pass the bride's friend's round which is to eat biscuits with wasabi and one more thing which i forget. The biscuits have so much wasabi as if it is free. Oyah, and also he had to do push up with a durian under him. So cool! hahahas!

After attending his wedding dinner, I started to imagine how i want my wedding to be!
Hahas! Of course, Maomao is my husband to be lah{ in my imagination}. LOLS!
Maomao better go learn how to bake! LOLS! I find guys who know how to bake super cool!
It is a PLUS PLUS PLUS PLUS point for them! lols. And I find my cousin in law, Aileen being so fortunate to meet my cousin! hahahas! He is super super sweet! Anyways, Aileen is also a very very pretty and sweet looking girl! hahas!

HAHAS!
Hope that I could have another little niece or nephew soon! hahahahas!

:) :) :) :)

2008-08-09T00:31:00.004+08:00

080808!

went to school to celebrate National Day,
Everyone should be wow that I actually attend school just to celebrate a event. 0.0
But, actually i went to school because i got extra art lessons after that.

Finally I finished my canvas painting! FINALLY!
took a picture of my canvas.

Yeah, this is my final works.
I think it is badly done! and super affected by what i think, emo emo!
Teachers tries to convince me that it is very good or nice.
But, something seems missing. Like there is no life.
Compared to my last year work, this year my art work is more dull and sad. As you can see, most of the colour used is black and white. Last year my work is more colourful.
I guess it goes with my mood, my friends says that this year I tend to be very tone down, became very quiet in school. Because this year I had became someone who lives in my own world and many people really dont understand what im think nor doing. I dont really understand neither. hahas!
ARGHHS! I STILL THINK THE ART WORK IS DAMN UGLY!

2008-08-06T16:50:00.002+08:00

Yawns, so tired. 0.0

Anyways,
so happy today cause,
my art canvas is finally fully covered. wees!
Just need to touch up with the heart will do.
Hopefully i would at least have a B3.
Im so gonna work hard for the paper 2 for art.

Prelims is around the corner, starting next week.
stress! Somehow, i had study until quite crazy already.
hahahas! Must get at least 18 points for prelims or hopefully better!
yeah yeah~

jiayous! jiayous!

2008-08-05T21:59:00.002+08:00

REMEMBER TO WATCH ANDIE ON 沸腾冰点!
Every weekday on Channel 8, 9PM.
沸腾冰点 is Andie's very first drama after he won the champion of Star search2007!!
沸腾冰点also features Fannwong, Pierre Png, Xiang Yun etc. lols.

For someone like me who hardly watch television now is actually watching it just for Andie!
So, MUST SUPPORT ah! 0.0

hees!

2008-08-05T19:46:00.002+08:00

ahhhs~
so so so so so tired.
finish school around 5.10pm.

Today,
was almost late. hahas.
But, lucky, it is the bus driver fault for driving so slowly and causing many bowenian to be late too.
and,
our class was quite quiet today, as many of my classmate got suspension.
Dont wanna go further with the suspension reason and stuff.
hahas. yah,

English lesson was fun,
Azfar kept asking Mdm Lim about her life and stuff,
then she said she will not say but at last still says about herself.
Cutest form teacher! lols.
SS lesson is fun too,
cause mr chua kept making fun of papat for acting cute.
hahahas.

and the reason i stayed back in school till 5pm is ART lesson.
Yeah yeah! I worked very quickly today.
Painted the tree and two horse leg. lols.
Now, i only left the heart and the grey grass patch, and it will be all done! hahahas!
I still have two more lesson to complete them.
wees~

Now, got to prepare for the prelim art paper2 prep work.
sian. Im so lazy to draw sketch already!
Too long never draw already! 0.0
SIANS~

Anyways,
Yesterday went to watch filming of the show calefare.
BENJAMIN HENG is super CUTE!!!!!!!
Must watch Calefare on channel 5 ah!
Featuring Gurmit Singh, Fiona Xie, Utt and BENJAMIN HENG!
LOLS!

and also watch superband.
supporting J3 who was the guest of ytd show.
Jacky very cute! And looks like Amigo!
Amigo so shy when we wanted them both to take picture together.
Nique and Alex also very nice!! (:

hahahas,
AND AND AND
Someone from Soap caught my attention!!!
It is the keyboardist, Jason!
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAS!
Hope the group dont clash with wgr. if not, i really dont know what to do?
-.-

2008-08-04T15:33:00.002+08:00

wth,
wasted 5 bucks just to take cab to school today!
I dropped my elink card on my way to the bus stop,
so went searching for it.
and lucky, a lady picked it up and returned to me.
And DAMN! i missed two bus!
So have to take cab go to school.
Mum only gave me 10 bucks today, then 5 bucks on cab.
I only left 5 buck to live for today! How to live? lols.
Plus, elink card going to no money le. tsk~

-.-
SUAY!
DAMN SUAY!

And and and,
the class settled with class chalet after O levels already!
The girls is enthu about it, but, the guys! tsk tsk!
Felt like slapping some of them. LOLS!
How can a guy be so stingy when it comes to money and having so many request?
Dont understand. -.-

but, im so so so excited.
I hoped it will be carried out as planned. (:

2008-08-03T18:20:00.003+08:00

不知不觉当我在听和唱着BY2的不够成熟, 我哭了.
不知道为和我会那么难过, 也不知道为谁难过.

最近, 心事都闷在我心里...
真的真的不想说出来,
外表看是坚强, 心里实在的好难受.

我好像快要给压力打败了.
我快要倒下了！

学业, 感情，家庭压力

我好像多把心思放在学业上

可是好多好多其他的问题吧我和学业拉开了.

把我累倒了.

hais~

2008-08-03T14:14:00.002+08:00

Tired tired tired.
just woke up.
okay, i know it's already 2+ pm.
but, im still very very tired.
I slept around 4am ytd just to rewatch the whole series Black Sugar Macchiato.
I watch that drama the fourth time already and still can get touched, especially when guigui and wangzi part. cause both are my favourite couple.
Sadded, cannot be able to see them on the same stage already, just because they are rumour couples.

I want to slack my weekend off~ hahahahhaahhas!

2008-08-01T15:56:00.002+08:00

just watch finish the first episode of 黑糖群俠傳.
OMG OMG OMG!!!
IT IS SO SO SO SO NICE CAN!

Wangzi is SUPER suave in the drama!
because of this drama, wangzi position rosed up to 2nd in 6bang!
cause xiaojie always best in 6bang de.

and yatou is super super fortunate to match with him,
xiao xun too!!
although, i wanted to watch guigui couple with wangzi more.
but, yatou and wangzi couple is also super cute but, i feel weird when see both of them together.
xiaoxun and wangzi couple also very cool, i wish wangzi and xiaoxun will be together at last cause, they look great together! but, wangzi always get match with the cuter ones.

Although aben only come out at the very end of the first episode.
but, he is super cute can!
And he is the best actor in the drama.
Cause, he is very good at being thick skinned. LOLS!!

ahhs~
i wanna continue watching.
but sad, this show only telecast on weekend and currently only have episode 1.

hahas.
now, i very high about wangzi. HAHAHAS!
crazy already.
Now, i high about my hubby's brother.
hees~

2008-08-01T13:24:00.002+08:00

just came back from school.
and yeah, switch on the computer is the very first thing i do once i stepped in my house.

Now, i smell like i just did some sports. so smelly. HAHAHAHAS!
played volleyball during PE,
and I'm like cursing the sun all along and the people who are taking exam in the hall.
It is like damn warm.
SUNNY WEATHER + VIGOROUS{/ ok lah! quite!} SPORTS = SWEATSSSSS!
okay okay, i shall stop complaining since today PE lesson will be the last PE lesson in my secondary school life.

anyways, i wanna go watch 黑糖群俠傳 first!
got aben!!!~ hahahahas~

2008-07-31T16:53:00.002+08:00

Anyways, we had a guest in our artroom yesterday.

yeahh, it is a bird and the bird is already in the artroom even before we stepped into artroom.
What's so special about it?
I think it green wings is so pretty! hahas!
and normally when people walk near a bird they will fly away,
but a whole group of us crowd around it, it didnt fly.
It stayed in the box for a long time after flying into it after ridzuan tries to carry it out of the classroom.
When i left the artroom, it is still in the artroom.
Hahas! It like the atmosphere there huh?
Maybe the previous life of the bird is an artist!
hahas! ^^

2008-07-31T14:18:00.002+08:00

today i went school with a foul mood.
and tired too.

did a dumb SS 'test' today!
which i didnt studied at all, cause i thought the class already did it on the day which happened to be im absent.
why i called it dumb?
it is because, we were timed for 5 mins for each paragraph,
yeah, the teacher really took the stopwatch from the hp and time and also countdown to let us know the time left.
& 5 min is like not so enough for each paragraph but, i did manage to complete it on the last sec.
And we did like 3 paragraph!
My wrist are cramp by the time we end. -.-

Also went to the chem lab to do experiment today.
Did it all by myself without teacher explaination or anything.
Today, Im very careless and blur.
Cause the qns says, Add a solid{i forget what already} to Solution X.
Then i went to add X to Solution X. -.-
and that my last 5cm 2 of solution x and im too lazy to do all over again to obtain solution X.
SO I GAVE UP! hahas!
and happily do my next experiment. -.-
Naughty wanyu go spray water on the back of my shirt. 0.0
I want to call the police and catch wanyu!!! hahahas.
just kidding.

during math lesson.
Mrs cheng didnt come so, Mr azhar took the class and he didnt makrk our test paper!
So we have to mark it ourself!
I failed again! Could pass you know???
I fail by two marks, and i lost 3 makes by careless mistake.
First mistake : Suppose to convert to decimal i convert to percentage!
Second mistake : 5 +3 =7?????? wth.
Third mistake : i forget to convert to standard form. -.-
I can pass the dumb paper! wth wth wth wth!
and when Mr azhar is going through the paper,
my class guys were like laughing like crazy people for crazy reasons.
Not very nice to say what they were laughing about, cause it is quite sensor! lols.

hahas. end school with a much much much better mood.
Hope no one will spoil my mood today. Hahahahas!
okay, Olivia is waiting for me to chat on msn ~
hahas!

2008-07-30T20:12:00.004+08:00

Many people asked why i look so upset and restless this few days.

it is because i have been thinking alots this few days.
and while i think, im starting to hate the present kelly now, or rather KAILI.

i just felt im totally changed person,
Someone who is always pretending to be someone im not.
Always pretending to be nice to other people and helping other people..
Although, being nice or helping other people is a good thing to do, but, it is just not so me.
because, im feeling that even to those people that i dislike, i have to pretend to be nice.
AND those people are going overboard for my nonchalant attitude toward things they did, and somehow it makes them think it is the right thing to do and starting to take things for granted.
Toward school friends or outside friend are all the same.
I just feels that im always not allowed to say how mispleased i am
because i doesnt want offend people.

and i shall admit im someone who is very image concern.
Im very afraid to throw 'face' in public. VERY VERY VERY afraid.
Sometimes, I do get irritated when people throw my 'face' when they are with me.
And i dont like people do no image action when with me. PARTICULARLY, I HATE IT!
Because people who dont know me well will think im like that person so no image which im not!
I know im very fake when it come to image, but, this is me? and of course, i wont go jumping around like a monkey and acting like a kid anymore because im already 17!

and, somehow i dont understand why some people just isnt appreciative, it is not that i think i should be appreciated when i do something. Just that when they do something for you, they just expected you to appreciate them as if they are like god. if not, they will repeat and repeat what they did for you! I dont need people to appreciate what i did though, because bbt's HIRO say do good deed for people dont need to show out then god will reward you.

i dont know lah.
this entries concern many many people which i cant be able to list out.
This is just what i think from the bottom of my heart which in reality i could not be able to express out what i feel.
& i certainly hope that no one will come asking me about this lorh.
If you think i might be writing about you, you might as well as think why you think im writing about you, need not me to say too much le. i really got nothing to say anymore.
Just treat it as i dont wanna face reality bah. Cause it is just too difficult already.
I have no confident and courage to look into this problem.

anyways, thanks someone for listening to me when im frustrated and sharing your story too.
Oh well, all i can say is TOLERENCE IS MY VIRTUE, but soon, it will not le. Cause, my tolerence is limiting. And Im getting fed up already. REALLY REALLY!
and i got a lot better things to do. (:

2008-07-30T16:35:00.002+08:00

So bored being at home and tired too!

Currently listening to songs for a quite new girl group BY2 's album.
A pair of 16 years old twins with nice vocals and pretty too!
Their songs is like damn nice.
Especially Bu gou cheng shou!
and i watch their performance on bbt before, and they can really dance!
and and and most importantly,
THEY ARE FROM SINGAPORE!!
hahahas!

anyways!anyways!
im using my new computer already!!!!!!!~
wahahahas!
But, i had to download the stupid fonts/ photoshop brushes and pattern all over again!
and can you believe it, i spent two hrs +++++ just to save all my hubby pictures! and spent another 2 hrs just sorting out my pictures.

and i actually sat infront of the comp around 1.30pm ytd to almost 2 am just to save everything back! tsk~
and still something seems missing in my comp!
-.-

2008-07-28T16:18:00.002+08:00

I noticed i haven't blog since thursday!
was tied up with school works and other stuff which made me super tired...

im sick and tired of school, but 3 more months it will be over! (:
so i shall work hard for this three months!

Now, im looking at the screen of my new computer!
it is like FINALLY my comp is delivered to my house!
The screen is 22inches or 25? i cant remember lah.
But, it is so nice lah!
hahahahahas!
I finally can put MAOMAO back to my desktop wallpaper!

okay lah, i need to go get change to go out already!

ANYWAYS!
REMEMBER TO VOTE FOR WUGEREN TONIGHT!

2008-07-24T15:00:00.002+08:00

super tired after being hyperactive in class today!
must be the seaweed chicken plus super spicy sambal chilli which make me hyperactive!
hahas! chilli makes me awake you see. hahahas!
and it is like super spicy!

until now, im too tired already.
but now im eat oyster meesua with many many chilli again. hahahas!
got to be awake...
cause going out later.
hahahas!

today is a spicy day!

2008-07-23T17:12:00.002+08:00

这么办？
我感觉我好像因为男生对其她女生好而感到吃醋.
不知道是不是这男生的注意力不在我身上了而感到不习惯.
他关心的话好想也不见了.

看到他跟别女生说话就会感到不自在.
就不是很喜欢咯.

我为什么会这样呢？
他也不是我理想对象型!
因为他我赶到不自在好几天了！

我看我还是去多看看毛毛的照片调试一下心情！
因为毛毛还是我的理想对象啊！

啊~
烦啊！

2008-07-23T16:13:00.003+08:00

I said i will upload more pictures about yesterday.
ta da~

Woohoo! The most lovable 5a2!! (:

Very adorable right? HAHAHAS!

Me and Chermaine! (:

Chermaine; Ridzuan LOVE Huda ; Me.
WAHAHAHAHAS!
Yeah! They are really a pair!
And Yongkian behind trying to be funny!

GIRLS VS BOYS! ((:

Funny picture of the guys lah.
What funny about it?
The two guys at the left is damn gay lah!!
hahahahhahahas!

The failure of acting dao. -.-

hahahas.
got more lah. but, lazy to upload already!

Today is a damn tiring day.
Had art lesson,
paint the canvas as usual.
finally paint finish one tin again.
i left with 3 more tins, 2 horse leg, 1 tree and the foreground to paint.
8 lesson left. just nice.
hahahas!

shall take a picture of the canvas which i paint on friday! (:

2008-07-22T18:31:00.004+08:00

We celebrate Racial Harmony day today.
Thanks to Hafizah who lend me the tradition costume. hahas.

Took many many picture today!
So, lets the pictures do the job, im too lazy to type already! hahahas!

With Huda CHOO~

with Baby Haiqal

Me and Haiqal and Azfar.

Me and Hafizah.

With Wanyu Madam! (:

with Huiching!!

With Eleena!!!

With Simjun!

With Priya.

With Junda! (((:

Still got many pictures with Chermaine.
Update when i get it!

2008-07-21T14:56:00.002+08:00

Yawns.

Came back right after school again.
so bored.

Actually suppose to go for SB today night as hirohiro will be going.
But, aint feeling that well to do so.
Feeling so sleepy now. -.-

2008-07-19T20:15:00.003+08:00

Went shopping today with my sister to go take a look at the HMV in heeren and buy my diary book at amk hub.

Ate Pin si in amk hub.
the food there is quite delicious! (:

then bought a diary book for my hubby{HAHAS!!} birthday present.
also bought a post it pad and a card. i notice i like pandas a lots!

after that we went to heeren's hmv.
actually i thought dont have as even china dont have the stock.
then my sister suddenly say ehhhs! when she saw the ep of erjun!
wahs, when i see the EPs, i felt very touched until almost cried.
not exaggerating, im known for being emotional!
just felt that it is so nice to see their EP being sold in SG.
and plus plus, i have waited so long to see one for my hubby's works in sg!
waited for 1years plus already!
and long for him to come to sg also.
My sister say she will chase with me if they come cause she like yeshou and aben!
and im thinking if i really see maomao in person what will happen to me?
i think i will touched until cry bah!
my sister bought the zhainan ep, while i bought gongzhu ep!
and it is very ex lor, $30.95 each! wth!
hahahahas! the reason i buy is i cannot leave hmv without my gongzhu ep!
super tempted to buy once i see it!
but it is okay lah, im willing to pay because it is hubby ep!
since i love him so much, i dont mind paying more and it is the 1st batch in sg!

ahhs~ super happy to get their EPs. heh heh!
wanna cry liao.

2008-07-18T14:02:00.003+08:00

As i said i will blog about GONGZHUBANG AND ZHAINANSHU EP!

公主幫: BEN [阿本], Modi [毛弟], Bete [野獸], Shawn [小馬], David [翰獎]
宅男塾: Terry, Louis [小祿], Bato/Toro [鮪魚], Peter [李銓], Toothpaste [牙膏]

公主徹夜未眠- 公主幫

公主徹夜未眠 is my favourite song in the whole EP{ alright! only 3 songs in the EP!=.=}
Super loves the song lyrics.
They are like princes singing for their princess. aww.
*starts imagine to be MAO's*
And MAOMAO gots his solo parts in the song!
SUPER NICE!!!~
During his part, got the feel.
hahahahas! Tell me why i love him so much?
And the other guys sang pretty well too especially yeshou and ben!!

LYRIC

管它几点只要你说想要见面

我的白马随时听候你差遣

如果月圆的美难治好你失眠

我要让它夜夜挂在你床前

王子不怕累陪你每一夜

等你靠在我胸前香甜的入睡

每个黑夜无声世界

风声跟心跳催眠的音乐

夜色的美衬着你的脸

城里的灯火和你一样美

夜幕低垂我的公主彻夜未眠

故事情节半夜都为你上演

满天星星揉着它们惺忪睡眼

所以忽明忽灭陪我们聊天

王子不怕累陪你每一夜

做你温柔的守卫安全的堡叠

每个黑夜无声世界

风声跟心跳催眠的音乐

夜色的美衬着你的脸

城里的灯火和你一样美

每个黑夜(不怕累) 无声世界(每一夜)

风声跟心跳催眠的音乐

夜色的美衬着你的脸

城里的灯火和你一样美

每个黑夜无声世界

风声跟心跳催眠的音乐

夜色的美衬着你的脸

城里的灯火和你一样美

年輕不要留白- 公主幫

This song is a remake of an old song! This is the cuter version though.
And the front part of the kia kia part is said by my beloved mao!
because of that i kept repeating can? lols.
He is so so so cute in there!
AND in this song, MAOMAO have many many part to sing!
most of it is sing with my another love,yeshou!

阿宅失眠日記- 宅男塾

This song is super duper nice as well.
i like Louis more after listening to this song!
He can sing really really well!
This song give me a very xin fu feeling like someone will alway be there for me!
HAHAHAHAS! *imagine things again!*
i going to buy both gongzhu and zhainan ep!

逍遙游 - 宅男塾

Another song by 宅男塾!
Quite nice song too!
As usual, Louis did great and
Bato too, he has quite a number of parts!
But, this song gave me a very 台 feel, must be because there is yagao!
hahahahas!

I wanna buy both gongzhu and zhai nan ep! (:

2008-07-18T13:08:00.002+08:00

Again, i just got back from school.
Today had physic, pe, english and math lesson.

did practical for physic.
the reason i go school is for practical lah.
haha! i miss 3 practical during the holidays already.
and practical are fun. better than books!

PE.
took the damn height and weight.
got heavier already lah. a few kg.
but, i grew taller!! hahahas!
im 167cm now which is 2 cm taller!
after 5 years, i finally grew! hahahas!
Im the tallest girl in class yea? lols!!
so proud of it! hahahas!
and played volleyball for 10 mins plus.nice to play lor!
maybe we can play next week again!
simjun hit the ball to the gallery! hahas! so funny!

english and math lesson was bored.
was talking about prom night.
yeah, i might be going.
but, my class dont seems to be enthu about it.
i ask around, it is like only 6 people showed interests about it.
so sad! i really want to go prom night with my classmates!
should go and psycho them to go!

that all about today.
going to blog again later.
About GONGZHUBANG EP and ZHAINANSHU EP.

I got the songs already and also upload to imeem already.
Changing my blog song to another song, 公主徹夜未眠.
Super love this song!

2008-07-17T14:07:00.002+08:00

Just got back from school.
feeling quite tired suddenly.

today in class,
i thought about maomao.
was wishing maomao could come quickly.

and i got an idea for his birthday already.
quite lame to think it so soon as his birthday falls on 10 oct.
still quite long.
but, his birthday present will take quite long to do though.
yeah yeah.
hope the thing i doing will turn out good. (:

and i really really hope maomao can get into erjun.
then he can come singapore soon after the album is release.
and after speaking to yuinhwei about the autograph ep.
i decided not to buy the autographed ones.
cause, it is rather easy to let them sign when im going to taiwan.
yeah lor.
so if i wanna buy, i buy the non autographed ones can already.
and im excited to hear from yuinhwei that FM933 actually have their songs already!
so cool! that i can dedicate their songs!
yeahs! yeahs!

2008-07-16T21:58:00.002+08:00

AHHHHHHHHHS~

I want my gongzhubang EP badly!!!!!
very very very badly.

went to search on net of the preorders.
most of them were closed already!!!!
arghh!
but, i did found two.
one sells non autographed, another is autographed.
Autographed is selling at 40 bucks while the non autographed is selling at 25bucks.
WWWAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHS~

im too broke now already.
cause, there are so many upcoming important dates which i need to spend money on.

I REALLY REALLY WANT THE AUTOGRAPHED ONES!
I saw the autograph on the pictures which really tempt me to buy it. 40 bucks!
BUT, IT have MAOMAO signature! and yeshou ones! and of course the others!
Got the FEEL! hahas!

>.<
I really really want it!
REALLY! REALLY! REALLY!

2008-07-16T12:50:00.002+08:00

Was addicted to songs sang by Superjunior M.
Let me give brief introduction of Superjunior M, it is a sub group of Superjunior which sings chinese songs.
It is a 7people group which consist of 5 suju member, HanKyung, Ryeowook,Donghae, Kyuhyun, Siwon and two new member Henry and Zhoumi.
There is three chinese in the group, Hankyung, Zhoumi and Henry.
However, Henry dont speaks chinese, He is from Toronto thus, he only speaks english.

and expecting the other korean member to sing chinese song, it is quite tough
but, their pronunciation is damn good. especially Kyuhyun.
But, i listen to their songs because of Hankyung!
He is a chinese thus, singing in chinese is easier for him.
And i super like this song because, he have many parts to sing!
I like Marry U the most!
The Korean version of Marry U, Hankyung only had two sentence to sing as Superjunior consist of 13 members.
But, this chinese version have only 7 people and he is chinese of course he got more part to sing!! hahahas!
And Henry despite only speaking english, he sang well too!
as least, he sang all the rap part well! hahas!
I dont understand why people want Only13 in superjunior.
But, i dont like zhoumi lah even though, he can sing quite well.
I like Henry!
But, Henry seems too young for superjunior. Around my age i think.
However his violin skills is power lorh! He play the violin solo for dont don!

Marry U (Chinese) - Super Junior-M

H：LOVE~OH BABY MY GIRL~
你是我的全部
甚至让我觉得你是我的幸福
神给我的礼物
透过时光机就算回到上个世纪看幸福结局
不管你是穿着旗袍还是长裙
只要一个眼神确定心不再怀疑
茫茫人海相遇

贤：我想不惜一切告诉你
千言万语不敌我爱你
Would U Marry Me?
向着流星默默许愿
默契永恒不变
庚：每当你微笑进入梦乡
多想让你靠在肩膀
Would U Marry Me?
希望你能成全我所有心愿

源：把你烙在心底 I DO
时时刻刻爱你I DO
就算狂风暴雨不让你受委屈 I DO
爱你的心不离 MY LOVE

海：美丽的你穿着白色婚纱
我穿着礼服光着脚丫
我们就这样看着彼此发呆
星星月亮做伴I SWEAR
不需要语言用心体验
再不离开我的公主 STAY WITH ME

H：哪怕有一天我们变老
也要努力微笑并肩跑
周：Would U Marry Me?
不知是否愿意来牵手同行

旭：不管爱情多艰辛I DO
相信命中注定I DO
我珍惜每个和你的日子里I DO
把你放在心底 MY LOVE

贤：我早已经为你预定了幸福结局
我正为你许下誓言别怀疑
推开你爱情的心门
让我们记住最美时分 Would U Marry Me~

海：把你烙在心底 I DO （旭：I WANT TO DO ）
时时刻刻爱你I DO （旭：I WANNA MARRY U）
旭：就算狂风暴雨不让你受委屈 I DO
爱你的心不离I DO

合：不管爱情多艰辛I DO(贤：我会永远保护你)
相信命中注定I DO
我珍惜每个和你的日子里I DO
把你放在心底 MY LOVE
(Rap)
海：现在能给你的是我一生一世无尽的爱
虽然钻石闪耀它无法比较
也许微不足道但是请相信我
我会付出全力照顾你陪伴着你
这是我们守护的约定
我对你爱不离
我们彼此信任相信爱
仅此而已...

庚：我们相爱到永远I DO

Another song,
爱你爱你(Love Song)by Superjunior M also very nice.
It is a very very sweet and cute song.
Especially when Ryeowook sing it, he is the perfect person to sing this song!
He is way too cute already!
And the lyrics of the song is so sweet!
One of my favourite song already!

愛你愛你 (Love Song) - Super Junior-M

庚：你的笑瞬间倾心让我一见钟情
迷失了自我 I don't know
我想要爱你 I know
海：心情忽高忽低怕自己没有魅力
明明正在看着电影心却想着你
贤：我要发现奇迹
你的地心引力让我不由自主靠近
周：我要飞向天际向全世界宣布我爱你

合: 爱情的魔力
随便你耍心机发脾气
源：爱你爱你对你一心一意
合: 我会保护你
不管你在北极意大利
H：爱你爱你只想陪着你

源：童话中浪漫故事竟会成为现实
是不是梦境 I don't know
但确定是你 I know
旭：结束朋友关系向幸福努力继续
爱情的频率 I don't know
全力奔向你
庚：无论何时何地
空气中弥漫着我们相爱的气息
贤：我要飞向天际向全世界宣布我爱你

合: 爱情的魔力
随便你耍心机发脾气
H：爱你爱你对你一心一意
合: 我会保护你
不管你在北极意大利
海：爱你爱你只想陪着你

贤：我也许不聪明但却真心讨你欢喜
周：我宁愿变成你的遥控器天天在你手心
每分每秒都沉浸在甜蜜

旭：爱情的魔力
随便你耍心机发脾气
爱你爱你对你一心一意
合: 我会保护你
不管你在北极意大利
贤：爱你爱你只想陪着你

合: 爱情的魔力
随便你耍心机发脾气
爱你爱你对你一心一意（旭：对你一心一意 wo~）
我会保护你
不管你在北极意大利
爱你爱你只想陪着你

2008-07-15T23:13:00.002+08:00

my toothache got better.
not pain anymore.

but, now im down with flu.
arghh, and i just got better from cough which lasted 3 weeks.
tell you what?
I am damn lazy to go school tomorrow.

and tonight,
im left all alone at home.
>.<

2008-07-15T14:40:00.003+08:00

when to watch sb ytd,
was bored.
because, there isnt any group i like but, i do admire tuzi and sanyue.
tuzi is very special in the sense that even without a good vocalist,
people will still like them and they are unique. (:
and
sanyue is a good band too. the vocalist's voice is POWER lah. hahahas!

actually the main purpose i go for sb ytd is to see wugeren (5people), they went to watch.
and my hirohiro actually said he will be going to watch,
but, at last! he didnt come because of his judo lesson. -.-
nicholas also not around, he went oversea for competition.

so, left with sangeren ( 3people )
kwangyueh is damn funny can?
He is the laughing machine, laugh at everything even it is not funny.
and he is the highlight of the group lah.
seem like many people like him the most in the group.
but, not me though, i still like hirohiro and jonathan the most.

and jonathan is also the funny one!
he is 2 day younger than me! tsk!~
he looks like the three year guy to me. side view! totally the same bah!
tsk tsk~ no wonder he is one of my faves too.
but, it is because, this guy is very fun to be with. he is crazy~ hahahas!

and benjamin,
hmms, nv talk to him.
but he give me de feel is like benjamin lor. the one from css2 lah.
i think he should smile more, then good looking mah. hahas!

so lah, so much of wugeren.
even, im supporting them lah.
but, im not much in sb mood,
you see,
after all, my overall fave is still yixuanfeng and already got out.
the most, i will just go for their show bah. or maybe if im free i will go see my hirohiro when they report. but, they hardly report to mdc.

yah lorh.

TODAY,
Lesson as usual bored. Forever bored. Always bored.
Didn't have much lesson today though.
Had 3 lesson today, English, Chem and Social Studies.
And did worksheet instead of having lesson.
so quite bored.
but, i had be energetic for the whole day already!
keep walking around in class. hahahas!

but, now having bad toothache. wwwaaahhhhhhhhh~

2008-07-12T18:25:00.002+08:00

OMG OMG OMG!
TODAY IS WEIWO day! hahahas!

JIANFENG & GAVRIIL makes me high!
Jianfeng chatted with on msn which rather shocked me.
Cause, i thought... ah! nvm.
Before he chat with me, i was looking at the weiwoblog and his personal blog and thought about last time.
and actually i do miss him too lah. (:

&& Gavriil is the one who really shocked me lah!
I guess he knew i really really misses him alots.

GAVRIIL SKAROS YOU ROCKS LAH!!

2008-07-11T13:23:00.002+08:00

It is going to be weekend again!
finally.
had a quite torturous week.
cause, almost everyday i go out and slept late at night.
tsk tsk.

anyways,
i am missing someone badly.=(
and he is Gavriil Skaros.
Super miss him can?
waaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhh..

and and and,
wanna tell someone something!

HIROSHI KONDO, GAMBATTE NE!
who is he?
hahas. for you to guess! (:
know who is he de better keep quiet!

he is my silent love. HAHAHAS!
shhhhhh...

2008-07-10T14:06:00.003+08:00

argh. just got back from school.
im so tired.
but, later i still need to go out and retrieve the haoying present back.

yesterday went to buy my new computer at court at tampine there!
22 inches LCD screen. wees~
500GB! WOOHOO! i can have space to put all my photos and songs!
crazy already. hahahas!

then we went ikea and giant to shop.
bought many many stuff
and walk until my leg cannot take it.
as you know i hate to walk! >.<

then i also signed up for the direct admission program to poly.
not completed yet though, cause, i havent finish writing my resume. >.<

Im able to choose 3 courses,
First choice I choose Flim, Sound & Video from Ngee Ann Poly
Second choice I choose Communication and Media Management from Temasek Poly
Third choice I choose Media and Communication from Singapore Poly.

All are almost the same type of course lah.
Just that, FSV there is no journalism which i dont really like and it is more toward production instead.

hope i could get shortlisted for interviews.
if i could get in poly thru DAE, i can slack abit in O levels not need so stress. >.<
but i got to start school in January instead of April. That means my taiwan trip must plan again already. hais hais hais!

2008-07-06T13:24:00.002+08:00

hmms. just being woke up by my brother.
arghh!!

So checked my hand phone saw minghui sms.
Thanks minghui. (:
I'm not upset actually, just feel quite empty.

ahhhs...
how i wish i got many many money which i can spend on impulse then,i wont think too much about it.

i wanna go out but,
im sick of movies.
im sick of k box.
and i hate walking. >.<

2008-07-05T22:15:00.003+08:00

Just got home from the outing with Terence, Ridzuan, Huda, Gabriel, Sean, Christopher and Baby Haiqal. (:

Watched Hancock at PS
and sat at a very lousy front row for 10bucks.
The movie was not bad to watch.
quite interesting though.

then after the movie,
we went to amk hub and huda left lah.
that means im the only girl. nvm, used to it.
actually say wanna go eat de. at last, they were like playing arcade. hahas.
when they finish their games,
finally i got to eat but, only left gabriel and terence with me,
we dont know what to eat which cause us to walk around amk.
but, at last we settle at food court,

after makan,
Terence and i went home lah.
leaving gabriel playing alone at arcade.
but,dont know why reach home awhile after i reached home. hahahas!
he flew home i think?
hees.

today,
wasnt feeling like myself.
seems very quiet.
because today is 5th july.
my mind was thinking about esle where.

Today shall be the last 5th july i will be counting.
but, i will alway rmb 5th july.

and and and,
now im very upset...
Raynard told me haoying moved house already.
like wth,
i spend time searching for the damn shop
and spend money on his birthday present already.
i missed him. ):

2008-07-05T13:25:00.004+08:00

Just wanna share a little story of mine
and how this 3rd anniversary came about.

On 5th July 2005,
it was my SEC2 camp, and i met someone who is very special to me,
Even though, he is not good looking and is those bone-y type of guys then.
Something about him really attracted me and made me really curious about him
Even though,in my group, im always with my own group of friend like joesph and never actually talk to him through out the camp.
But, he made me feel very secured for no reason. how silly im then.

I remember when we were playing a game called survivor{/i think?}
we were to find food, water and create fire and shelter.
he was the one who created shelter which made me very impress at THAT TIME.
not now though, cause, now i remember the shelter he made is very very small.
which i find it silly now. hahas.
and for me, i hate to walk around so, i created fire, actually we dont really need to create the real fire just only need to act that there is a fire. But, i still created a fire, and i was asked by the instructor whether im from uniformed group. but, i said no, im from band which i thought it is quite lame..
but, that time i actually thought i could attract some attention from him.
through out the whole camp, the one i notice is only him.

after the camp,
i showed my interests to him with my friends.
and eventually got spread to his class and friends.
that time, he was in 2e1. the best class in the cohort that why i show even more interest in him cause i think he is really smart. Even though, he got into 3e3 the next year until now, i still think he is very smart, never study also can get my ideal results. >.<

okay, that not the point.
for two years, im made fun of by his friends.
but, i dont mind though, cause, at least, he will notice me and im rather used to it.
whenever i walked passed him, i will just walk quickly to prevent awkwardness.
when we were put in chinese class though banding, i really really hope we could be the same class but, im in grp5 while he is in grp4 and his classroom is like so far away from mine.
At the second round of banding, he got the same exam results for chinese as me then i still thought he might be the same class as me again. but, he didnt again. he dropped two class to grp 6 and i remained the same and the girls in my class when to grp6. only left me and jacelyn in grp 5. but, group 6 is opposite of my classroom. that why my chinese always failed i think.

until Sec 4.
i tried to pretend as if i dont care about him anymore
and i would sit far far away from him in order not to see him.
But, i dont know why. when i dont want to see him, he always appeared.
and i have to pretend that im not hurt and would walk pass him like nothing happened.
which i think i can act very well cause, everyone really thought i gave up on him.
but, it is just that, i dont want him to feel burden anymore.
i wanted him to be happier.
but sometimes, i would walk pass the soccer field which i loved to play soccer there just to take a look at him without getting noticed.
or during art lesson i would go out of the classroom and see him play soccer but, pretend to be spraying my art work.
sometimes, i would cry but, i would never cry in front of him.
i will only act brave in front of him.

then only time he saw me crying because of him is
when he is back to take his exam result this year.
i guess i just cant help it and i spoiled the plan of pretending not to like him anymore.
how silly...
i just thought i wont be seeing him anymore and felt upset.

but one day, he shocked me by smsing me to meet up.
i thought it was a prank actually and even discussed with my friends whether to reply him.
but, it wasnt a prank though.

So, when i met up with him,
that is actually the very first time i actually talk to him after 2 years plus.
and i actually spend 2 years plus for an hour with him. how silly right?
he said i wasted 2 years waiting for him. but, now it is already the 3rd year.
and i regreted that i did not tell him how i felt through out the 2 years.
and i even lied to him that i found someone better already.
but, that guy dont even exist.
why cant i just tell him how i felt
and pretending to be strong?

i missed the chance to tell him everything.
and there isnt another chance anymore.

but now, im getting over it.
even though, he is still in my heart.
but, i believe that it is just that i have not find someone better than him.
and i will one day.

even my people tell me that he isnt that good anymore or whatever.
but, in my heart,
he is still perfect. (:

and 5th July will always be an important day of my life.

2008-07-05T13:12:00.002+08:00

Yesterday went out with Minghui to make Haoying birthday present.
Actually Peiyi and Kenneth bear also go de, then last minute cannot go.
nvm lor,
then stupid walk around bugis street cannot find the damn shop.
then gave up, we went to far east to make but, there only can spray chinese words.
but, it is done by a malay designer,
so im quite afraid it might not turn up what i wanted.
nvm, i got alternative if it is not nicely done. hahahas!

then went to hongkong cafe at cine for makan.
actually only minghui ate lah, i wasnt hungry.
yeah lor.

later, im going out with the Terence and gang to watch hancock.
this time must take picture with GABRIEL!!!~
because of his hair!! hahahahahahahahhas~

and today is 5th July.
UNHAPPY 3rd Anniversary~
will be posting another post up on the anniversary.

2008-07-04T13:11:00.002+08:00

angry with myself now.
because, the registation of direct admission to poly is starting soon.
and, i saw the critria and that is got to use use exam result.
WTH~
i did so badly and didnt even study for the damn mid year paper.
and i got to use that for direct admission?
and i even failed my math! >.<

ahhhs~ my chance is get into FSV is small already.
even though i did meet the critria of 26 points.
but, this time is the worst exam i ever did in my 17 years of life.
cause, i totally gave up on it. HAHAHAS!

with the result, i wouldnt even try to think of getting shortlisted for interview.
ahhhhhs~ ahhs~
FSV so difficult to get in, cause only got 40 place.
AHHHHHHHHHHHHS~

>.<

2008-07-03T23:47:00.002+08:00

HMMS.
just wanna say 2 more days to 3 years.
On 5 July 2005, i found him, someone i once thought is perfect.
now, still okay lah. hahahas.

although, feeling are quite faded already but, this day is really memorable for me.
I shouldnt say that i dont have feeling for him anymore, cause, im unsure myself too.
perhap, i just havent found someone better than him.

just wanna tell him,
you said i wasted 2 years earlier this year.
but, now im going say, it is already going to the third year.

shall blog more on that day lah.
(:

2008-07-03T14:07:00.002+08:00

hmms, felt better already even though still feeling quite sad.
but, im happier now because, i finally bought my lollipop dvd.
&& watched the concert!!
super love pikachu jie~ hahahas!
and watched yesterday episode of bbt,
so glad that maomao is back being cheerful and hyperactive.
he seem quite stress during the past weeks of bbt which got me rather worried.
but, maomao now is back to be the cute him already!

and i finally got back the result slip for mid year after so long.
was commented as attentive student who work well with peers and someone who set clear target and strive to achieve them?
hahahahas!
i didnt know i was an attentive student in my form teacher mind.
i thought i often doze off in her lesson.
although i did set target for myself,
but, i dont seem that i am striving for it. hahas.

and say told me that i failed math and science which is important for poly admission so, i must work well be my SUBJECT TEACHER which is MRS CHENG for math.
then, i gave a expressionless face and walk away.
working well with mrs cheng seems so difficult for me,
she is even naggy than my mum! REALLY!
hais. dont like her. >.<

and,
especially for yixuanfeng,
no matter what, you guys are the best already.
even there isnt revival round but, i believe there are already better plans ahead for you guys.
you guys must work very hard in order to fulfill your dreams and prove to other you guys are the best!

你们最棒!

2008-07-02T16:16:00.002+08:00

I'm still not in the good mood.
upset for 2 days already...

wasn't in the mood to attend school but, i still did cause,
my art is due soon in 17 weeks time
and i skipped yesterday art lesson already,
i cant afford to lose today art lesson.
but, seem that I'm rather unproductive today,
paint until very ugly cause,
my mind wasnt at my art work at all.

and today i had a math mock test which i didnt knew about it.
wth. disappointed with myself.
half of the paper blank cause, i dont know how to do it
plus, im drop dead tired by afternoon.
so, my brains cannot function that well.

and today i got frighten by a alarm i set early which says:
1 week to haoying birthday!

omg, his present i havent go make yet lor.
and still need to send to taiwan.
must chiong chiong chiong liao.
i miss haoying many and his bear hugs. (:

okay, im very tired already.
i shall go take some rest.

2008-07-01T13:11:00.002+08:00

didnt attend school today,
wasnt in the mood and wasnt feeling that well to do so.
i think i cried too much yesterday, now my eyes are quite numb and still watery.
just cant stop think of it and after knowing why, i felt even undeserved for them.
Now, even MAOMAO cannot cheer me up.

just hoped there will be revivals for them even, jg say there isnt.
hais.

2008-06-30T14:44:00.002+08:00

Monday blues...
Tried very hard to keep myself awake in class. hahas.
and i manage to be awake most of the time.
hahahas!

my cough got better already but, still coughing though.
i think i drank too much cold drinks. hahas!

now, im so addicted to gongzhubang version of maoxianshijie which is my blog song lah.
hahas. because, my maomao sang it too. hahas! and their version is nicer.
yah. so loving it!

later,
im going to mdc to meet up minghui to queue early for superband.
going to chiong my hw there with minghui help. yeah yeah~
hopefully i wont get distracted. (:
ohh.. im so so so excited to see yixuanfeng performances.
especially jieguang jieguang jieguang!~
see whether he gonna spin on the stage again.
Emo prince loves to spin.

now, i shall go and prepare for tmr school stuff.
yeah! there's art lesson tmr!

2008-06-29T22:49:00.002+08:00

TOMORROW IS SUPERBAND DAY! (:
SUPPORT YIXUANFENG!
ZHENGXIANG-VOCALIST
JIEGUANG-BASSIST <33
HAOYANG-GUITARIST
ZIJIAN-DRUMMER

VOTE FOR YIXUANFENG.
BAND 7~

2008-06-29T12:07:00.002+08:00

Seem that i got many things to do today.
I need to do a new blog skin,
my current ones were put up for a long time already.
but, the new blog skin will features the same old pple again.
and,
i need to do my SS homework.
i hate doing source based as homework.
my attention period isnt long enough to do it.
next,
i have to search and dl nice chinese fonts,
my comp crash, my chinese fonts crash with it too.
currently dling some already finally~

yahs,
still got other things to do. yawn.
time isnt enough, dont you think so?

2008-06-28T14:40:00.000+08:00

lyrics of 公主幫 version. (:

詞曲：阿火
聚光燈照亮的瞬間
我彷彿流著超人般熱血
寫下動人的那章節　
為了妳　我什麼都不怕　就算前方有再多的冒險

要跟著你一起走向前　有多困難我不怕危險
像漫畫裡面的情節　我想變成誰
忽然間　手裡握有寶劍　下一刻　在筋鬥雲上面
想像著　世界會因我而改變

Spotlight！

聚光燈照亮的瞬間
我彷彿流著超人般熱血
寫下動人的那章節　
為了妳　我什麼都不怕　就算前方有再多的冒險

我看著我執著的堡壘　彷彿了我的夢想起飛
那現實生活的考驗　勇敢去面對
對未來　永遠保持信念　而現在　我們肩並著肩
想像著　世界會因我而改變

Spotlight！

聚光燈照亮的瞬間
我彷彿流著超人般熱血
寫下動人的那章節　
為了妳　我什麼都不怕

聚光燈照亮的瞬間
我變成焦點　超越了極限
誰說不可能的預言
為了妳　我什麼都不怕　就算前方有再多的冒險

聚光燈照亮的瞬間
我彷彿流著超人般熱血
寫下動人的那章節　
為了妳　我什麼都不怕　就算前方有再多的冒險

小時候擁有夢想
轉眼間　一個希望　豪不猶豫勇敢向前闖
發光　發熱　發亮

公主幫 JUMP JUMP
絶對不退讓　全力對抗所有阻擋
公主幫 YOUNG YOUNG
無限能量　劃破天空　飛翔　飛翔

聚光燈照亮的瞬間
我彷彿流著超人般熱血
寫下動人的那章節　
為了妳　我什麼都不怕

聚光燈照亮的瞬間
我變成焦點　超越了極限
誰說不可能的預言
為了妳　我什麼都不怕　就算前方有再多的冒險

聚光燈已　照亮我的世界

(:

2008-06-28T13:09:00.004+08:00

Some video to share~
冒險世界 MV by 公主帮(gong zhu bang) and 宅男塾(boy in house{B.I.H}).

This 公主帮 MV which features maomao, yeshou, aben, hanjiang & xiaoma.
I like this MV alots & the song is nice too!
Although the song i can mostly hear yeshou voice only because it is too unique compared to others.
only when the chorus and rap part my maomao voice is out. hahas.
didnt expect maomao to be the rapper. HAHAS!
hang out with aben to much liao~
& the rap is written by themselves. (:
The mv is super nice lor!
dont know is it just my thoughts but,
it seems that it features more maomao than the other members.
i want to get my copy of the ep more than the dvd of 6bang now~
but, their ep dont sell in sg cause not much market here for them!

okay. next B.I.H

The B.I.H MV features Terry, XiaoLu(Louis),Weiyu(Bato), LiQuan and Yagao.
The MV and song is nice too!
Even though, louis is the lead singer but seems that im hearing more of Bato voice.
& Bato features more in the MV, i guess he had more experience after his own thai ep. HAHAHAS!
&& liquan is ever so silly lor! he looks so silly in the mv. hahas.
so cute! i meant that him lor, he is always so silly whether is his facial expression and thoughts. thats the part of him which everyone loved. No one can win him in that part of being silly.but perhap, weilian could. hahahas!
but, see this mv makes me upset that huya is cannot sing the song and flim this mv.
if huya got into top 10. he sure will do beatbox in the song~ hahas!
but too bad lah. who call huya dont want work hard enough and the others is working harder than him. if only he work hard from the start, with his talents and looks, he could have got in. but, he tried his best already and talk alots and giving many super lame comments in the show already. hahas!

wahhs..
i think im already in bbt madness can. HAHAS!
I can go create one blog just on bbt! HAHAHAS!
madness.

2008-06-28T00:09:00.004+08:00

I just watch a few episode of bbt.
&im missing someone...

BBOY XIAOJIE~
LILJAY~

hahas...
my new but not so new love. hahas!
After LOLLIPOP come sg, i totally into him!!
now when watching bbt, i not only see my maomao and now him too!
And i notice he is very very cute!
the good husband type of guy! hahas!
&& dances very well too!
woohoo!
he is catching up maomao already.
Maomao so inactive recently,
he must be tired after his promo for his movie and his EP.
and looks shagged too. poor thing.
&&
Maomao made all his fans proud. hahas.
He got to be one of the 10 movie star in making in taiwan.
This is one of the banners of him in Taiwan streets!
soo cool! hahas!

MAOMAO & LILJAY rocks. (:

2008-06-27T20:25:00.001+08:00

im craving for dark chocolates...
but, mummy dont want to buy them for me~

damn stupid cough~
I WANT CHOCOLATES!

2008-06-27T19:06:00.003+08:00

Feeling miserable...
down with bad cough & sore thoart.
drank lots of water this few days, but hasnt got any better.
until now, im still drink a bowl sized cup of water. hahas.

had be crazily mugging for Olevels.
feeling so tired and shagged.
but, i will still hang on for the three months.

arghh,
still need to finish the damn art prep.
so lazy to do it.

& revising is so difficult...
ytd, i did my social studies homework until i fell asleep. hahas.
& it is like 8pm only, is way early for my bed time. hahas.
luckily i almost completed it, thus, i still managed to pass up the complete work to teacher today.

and yeah. it's weekend.
i can take a little break from school. i can sleep late and wake up late~
hahas.

and watch some episodes of my bbt.
misses my xiaojie & maomao already.
i just watch the episode of the dance battle.
omgosh. poor yeshou, he got high fever and still need to dance for bbt battle.
cause, he is the only one who dances reggae. poor thing.
&& he got slimmer by alots! i didnt notice that the person standing at the side preparing to dance is yeshou, i thought he is xiaole because he looks pale due to his illness & size.
he must be working very hard for his EP and his diet succeed. hahas.
but, i prefer the bigger size yeshou and the yeshou who loves to eat.
he looks cuter that way, that why after he got fatter i like him so much~ hahas.
he look weak when he is slimmer. although more handsome.
but, seriously guys are more appealing when he is cute rather than handsome.
that why, the bbt guys i like are always more cute than handsome.
maomao,xiaojie,yeshou and huya they are all the cuter ones.

hahas. enough of my bbt theory.
it is never ending when i talk about bbt.

yah, today is another birthday boy's birthday!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY JASPER! (:

anyways,
here's a ad for yixuanfeng which i were told to put up.
hahas!

2008-06-25T16:13:00.002+08:00

Just came back from school.
Tiring day. >.<

hahas.
Chermaine helped me to buy mcdonalds cause today there isnt recess until 1.30PM.
Ate it while waiting for my art tcher to come and open the door.
she is so slow... i eat finish she then come. hahahas!

painted my canvas today.
Teacher is super nice!
She helped me paint & explained to be about the lighting & feature of the tinman face( my art is about Oz land).
In the end, she painted the whole face for me. Hahas!
and only left the body for me to paint but is only a small part.
Then i got abit tired and almost fell asleep while painting.

Lesson was bored as usual..
Multi tasked during Geography lesson today, slept and copying correction at the same time.
so pro can? and my correction is complete without any errors ok? lols.
not really slept lah, just rested my eyes abit.
I should sleep early tonight, if not everyday, i will be tired in school.

yah...
Anyways,
today is Javin's birthday! (:
25 june. (:

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JAVIN!
Last year this time, i still remember i bought cake for him to mdc and celebrate for him.
hahahas. time flies... so fast, one year had passed..
Javin rocks lor. hahahas!

Haoying birthday coming soon too. 9 July..
Still think of what to get for him and still got the send to Taiwan.
so must faster think... if not, cannot get there in time.
hahas. i did everything i could do for him already leh. except for star.
But, im not crazy enough to send stars to him to taiwan.
crazy. hahahas!

so sian can. >.<

2008-06-23T19:50:00.003+08:00

School holidays ends, school starts again.
i slept late the night before which cause me to doze off. zZz...

mixed feeling...
feeling excited while tired. >.<
hahas...

After school,
I went out with Joseph, Terence, Sean, Huda, Ridzuan, Gabriel & Louis for movie to celebrate joseph belated birthday!
I lost count of the dates already. So, forget about it.
Paiseh ah joseph! HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY~
oh my gosh. so many people birthday on june & july!
Hahas!
Anyways, Gabriel's hair super nice can! I like~ hahahas!
Should take a picture with him lor!! hahas! i forget.
so long since i saw him and Louis leh.
since N levels results release bah?

Hahas. enough of them lah... hahahas.
Watch Dont mess with the ZOHAN. hahas.
Not bad lah. Quite funny && DIRTY!!
hahas. Kept seeing zohan butt. >.<
But, the show quite long and draggy bah.
yah. quite watchable! (:

anyways, while waiting for the movies,
i saw someone in weiwoduzun leh~
hahas!
who leh?
Clement! hahas.
okay lame.
But, when i saw him, i suddenly misses Gavriil.
hahahahs!
weird.

ok. i random lor...
im going to be a good girl & complete my MATH homework!
i hate math! & im going to do MATH!!!
craze!
& watching super band!

Support Synpathy today! hahahas!
cause, yixuanfeng not today~
hahahahahas!

2008-06-21T18:45:00.002+08:00

Hmms. today is Saturday.
Tomorrow would be my last day of school holidays already.
& also my last holiday of secondary life?
hahas.

Looking back, i didnt make full use of my holiday.
never mind... no point of thinking about it cause it is over already...

Actually wanted to make a new blog skin during the june holidays.
but, comp crashed on the day i want to do it!
so unlucky~
&& the lappy dont have my MAO pictures lah~
needless to say, the other guys pictures also. >.<

Mum says she is going to purchase a new computer~
happy~
but, like that my stuff in my computer dont have already lah?
My sis say can retrieve. but, depend whether my mum wanna pay to retrieve back the files...
sian~ must must!! although Mao pictures can go save from woo.com.tw again & is like alots~
but, inside still got Javin & Andie & Jeff de memories mah~
The lucky thing is Haoying de is always in my hp! If not, i sure sian many many many~
Although now already very sian. but, must think at a brighter side...
Lucky is not haoying!!! if not i stab myself. HAHAHAS!
Actually i really misses haoying lah~
among the people i support, he is the best even he is not the one who treats me the best~
yah lor.
dont know why i still misses him so so so much...
is like 8 months since he went back to Taiwan. hahas~
Next year! I will fly over to find him!! hahas!
My purpose of going Taiwan is find Maomao & him lah!! hahas.

yah.. so much of Haoying. >.<
suddenly so random & talk about him...
HAHAHAHAHAS~

2008-06-18T13:13:00.002+08:00

牵牵牵牵手永远十指紧扣
我相信我会永远在你左右...

Unknownly, it has been half of june...
4/5 more months to O levels,
when i woke up, i saw the math textbook lying on my table untouched for weeks.
suddenly, felt the guilt in me for not working hard
& having the urge of grabbing it up and study.

yeah... started to study already...
Must revise back those notes given on the days when i skipped school!!
O levels i must aim for a 11 points. although i know is a damn difficult.
11 point means i must get 4 A2 & 1 B3.
but, must aim higher lah. hahas.
although i know at last, i may get 17 or 18 only.
but, cannot!! like that i cannot even get into any media course liao. hahahas.

>.<