I was thinking recently.

Why did i idol chase?
hahas.
Actually i dont think im idol chasing.
Because, the fact is i like the way im being appreciate there.
I liked the way pple treat me there. At least, im different there.

Yesterday, i couldnt sleep. I was thinking about every single "idol" that i actually chase. To be saying strictly, Nat was the first actually. People might think is Albert & BangZhi. Nahs~ That is not chase laas. I just attend to their competition & watch watch & support. That not counted. Actually Nat also one that i just attedn to the comp & watch wtach & support only. Only till the end. I came to find him when his training & stuff.

It started from Nat then to Jeff. Alrights, Jeff & Nat together! hahas. Then to Javin to Choonkeat to Haoying & Andie.

Every of them are very nice guys with different characteristic. Evryone of them motivated & encourage me in differents ways. But all of them let me learn something.
They are all hardworking guys. They are really hardworking for the comp.

Let start saying one by one..

First, Nat.
He is very encouraging actually.
He encourage me to study hard or work hard in the thing i wanna do.Even told me to be a air stewardess, but, his jokes la.He really know how to sweet talk to make girls happy.Apparently, He is nice to everyone. && Of course, he is an very aprecciative guy. That what i like about him. Even there are bad points of him. But, i still feel that he is a nice guy la!
I believe one fine day, he will succeed in his dreams. (:

Next, Jeff.
This guy is one of the favourite guy on earth.
As some pple know, my dad passed away when im 8 even Jeff is only 27, he gave me a VERY fatherly feeling. hahas.
Jeff is really really nice, he jokes around everytime provided he is not hungry.
He is very sensible & matures. Every words he told me really hits to my heart. Or rather, i believe in him alots & trust him. After MITA end.. i hasnt got a chance to see him until css2 finals. He aged alots with lesser jokes. But, Jeff is still Jeff. One of my fave! && I always got his picture in my wallet! hahahahhas!
He is my motivation, whenever i see him i know i must work hard. (:

Next, Javin.
He is the one i felt sorry the most.
I didnt do his fc well. I m too scared to go & see cause, i felt guilty.
I thought i should just leave it to XT. hahas..
But, Javin is very nice. He some sort of knew his fc pres when over to SIAO ck.but, he doesnt mind. Even when ck got eliminated, he still sms me not to be sad.. both of them will work hard for revival. Afterall their is only one winner. & ....
He is soo nice. When he came out, he still came over to console me. Since that, i felt Javin is really nice & appreciative. He always sms me thank you, thank you, thank you. Javin will succeed one day! (:

Next, Choon Keat.
He made me laughed, cried & worried.
I felt great with him cause, he is soo soo soo ENTERTAINING. this is why i like him alots. He loves to do funny faces behind my back when we are taking pic. & ended up getting scolded by me. hahas. He is the only one i dares to scold him ba. hahas. Cause, of his age. He is younger than me. Like a little brother. hahas. I really like smsing him. He is soo lame. He will reply you just with a word. " LOLS ". Waste his sms count. haahas. He is the one that make me cries alots too. Cried because im worried for him fearing that he might get eliminated. Crying because of dumb selfish act of mine. His 2nd round when he sang bei pan. I cried alots. Afraid that he might get outs. So, someone called him. But, actually i dont really wanna listen. Because, he will know that im not believing in him. BUt, he got in. In another hand, Javin got out despite getting 2nd placing. Sometimes, i thought... If the one to be getting out is Ck. Will Javin get into top 10? I think he will actually. BUt, ck next round is well done! His nan dao is very nice. Which made me listen to it alots till now. But, he got out instead. He did great. But, at least he got eliminated with good result. That night i cried alots too. One more step to top 10 & the main reason is both Javin & ck is in revival. hahas. Sad hor. But, this guy is really very funny guy laas. && He is clever! hahas. He made me laughed alots.

Okays.
Next HaoYing,
He really brighten my life alots. He was the first to write a book with me. Now, whenever i go, i will bring that book. Cause, it is full of encouragement written by us for each other. He told he is was quite tired of the training which made me giving him a harsh "encouragement". He didnt give up. But, the comp gave up to him.
I dont know why. I still felt unfair for his 3rd round. VERY UNFAIR. for my own point of view. He was 1st in the 2nd round of that day. & he did fare that well for his acting. But, i certainly think he is better than someone who got in. Or rather, im someone who hates to accept the facts. The day before he left. i met up with him.
He still encourages me alots. He knew i was upset las. But, he act like im very happy for him. Dumb fellow. hahas. & yahs. Forever & ever.. i will rmb this guy or rather my bear! (:

Last, Andie.
Actually, the reason i supported him is he is Bangzhi brother. But, soon.. i supported him not because, he is bz's bro. but, because, im touched by his attitude. He is really really hardworking. yeaa. The champion belongs to him. I could say he is the most hardworking ones in the comp. Seriously, i never seen any guy soo hardworking as him. Despite that he just got his surgery, he still wanna go for his training. Actaully the top 8 round. i almost cried because of his wushu section where he must fall down & do stuff that might hurt his leg. & there is a part where i called " fly turn " he cant do it that he simply had to turn.
When he became champ, i was really happy for him... & I believe in what he once told me. " If i want something badly & work hard for it. It will happen. " It really happen for Andie. Yeaa. & he kept reminding me about my dream. The course that he used to be in & be his "xue mei" . hahas. Yeaa. now, i just pray & hope i will get to sec 5. Im going to work very hard like Andie. I gonna start studying from Jan till the end. Hahas. Andie will be my role model! (:

Rahhs!~ I wanna chang my spec to Black thick frame! hahas!
I wanna look like geek! HAHAS!~

I doesnt not mean pple who where black thick frame will look like a geek laa.
But, it will make me look nerd! hahas.
I want that kind of look!
HAHAS!

Since, if i get promoted next year, I need not to impress anyone also. Hahas.
Since, the one i like already left! hahahas!
So, It will be alright that i look i wanna be.
yeah! A nerd! hahas.
But, i dont know whether i got a courage to do so.
Cause, Im darn vain!

Yawns.

Im bored at home
Brother is sleeping as he works night shift.
Mom working.
Sister is at malaysia for DBSK concert. But, the concert is ytd. hahas.
She will be back todays!
hahas..

I will be going Malaysia on 6 Dec.
RAH!~
That when XING GUANG BANG de 4SHAO coming,
Soo angry..
MY YOGA!~
* heart break *

I cant get to see my yoga then..
RAHS!~

Nvm, Yoga will come again next time.
Will He? hahas..
I hope he come alone next time. With his own album.
hahas.

I decided! Im going to study hard for next year. Hopefully i get promoted.
Im going to work on my English & the subjects i hate the most... PHYSIC & CHEM.
rahs. I hate science. Dont know why.
Hahas..

I always hope to be someone who can write prefect english. As in, correct grammar & stuff. yahhs.. SInce, there wont be anymore Chinese exam for me next year. I CAN THROW AWAY MY CHINESE!!~ HAHAHAS!

Let see how my chinese deprove. hahas.
Yeaas..

But, now, im just hoping that sister of mine can buy lots of food for me. HAHAS!
:))

I had been at home throughout the holidays.
doing what?

watching show for youtube, tudou & chunchyroll.
HAHAS!

wasting my time off..

recently, i kept watching video about superjunior.
hahas.. && LOVING sungmin more & more! hahas.
He is simply too CUTE to resist!



Name: Lee Sung Min
Birthday: 01-01-86
Height: 175 cm
Weight: 64 kg
Blood Type: A
Hobbies: watching movies




isnt he cute???
I love his eyes. hahas..
He always look soo innocent...

He is soo nice lor.. Always get bullied by his hyungs. Poor thing.
But, he dont mind laas.


SEE! KangIn bullying SungMin. Hahas.. Just Kidding laas. They are just playing. (:


&& He can sing very well too!
Listen to him & KangIn sing..



Nice voice right? hahahs..
He is singing with Kang In which is one of my fav too..
But, i still prefer Sungmin. (:

KangIn and SungMin are singing "YakSok (The Promise),"
originally sung by Fly to the Sky.

Omg. im repeating & repeating the video.
I really liked it. HAHAS!


Sungmin is also the Pink Prince.
Hahas. He like pink i think.. Hahas.. Heard that he have lots of pink stuff. Hahas
Soo cute!
People say he is girly..
But, i think he is cute instead of being girly. hahas..
HE IS JUST INSANELY CUTE! HAHAS!
&& IM CRAZY OVER HIM! HAHAHAS!!

Hahahas.
I think im having a little craze with BBT already! hahas..
Let intro more BBT guys! hahas..



This is MONKEY!!~
Very shuai right?
Look like those manga character. hahas..
He knows how to speak Japanese as he study in Japan.
& He will only appear in BBT during his holiday. (:



MONKEY && MAO DI! (:
SHUAI + CUTE!

This is 鮪魚 ( TUNA )

Hahas.. He is another shuai one in BBT laas. hahas.
&&& funny too! (:
He can dances pretty well! But, BBT mostly all can dance pretty well. Hahas...

鮪魚 with 小馬 .:)

This is 小馬(Shawn)!!
hahas..
He look like a little mixed blood.
&& He is shuai too. hahas.
BUT! He can very bai chi sometimes. HEHES!
but, can be very cute laas.

Next,


Li Quan. (:
DOnt Know what to say about him lehs!
Hahas..
He is very quiet laas!
O yah! He can play drum very well lor.
He is shuai too. (:


Li Quan & 小馬 . :)

Hahas! Ok! Blog more of them next time! (:

DBSK!
hahas.
From Left: Xiah , Micky, Jae Joong , Chang Min & Yun ho!

I like the leader of the group! Yunho! hahas..
I think he is very very very shuai laas!
The type of guy i like. hahas..
He is very nice too! (:

hahas..
i know i very lame to post this laa.
But, im real bored! hahas!

Lalalas!~
hahas..

Today i slept until 12am plus. Such a pig.
Usually i wake up at 9am.

LALALALALAS!~
alright crazy! HAHAHAAHAHAS!

Yeahhs!!!!~
Andie WON star search!!!~ hahas.
&& I think he deserve it laas.
ALthough it was Weelai who can act better. But, i believe ANdie can be an all round actor isnt him?
At least, i think he can be a sucessful host! hahas..
He is alway witty & he is a very fast thinker. But, everything he think will be soo humourous. Hahas..

Omg.
Im soo PROUD of him.
He did him 100% best le! Despite his injury & stuff. He still continue working hard & never gave up! That the part i like about him. He is always very serious in his work! && i supported soo many people, he is the most hardworking one & one of those who treat me very well! hahas.

Yeah! Yeahs! Andie always the best!! (:

Hahas!!!!~
Back to post!
But a very short one!

Going out already!
Going to ENERGY autograph session! <33
Going there just to see SHuwei && the new member xiao gang!!

Heard that shuwei lost his lugguage! POOR him!
HAHS!

Yeaa. today starsearch got energy also!
WAHAHAS!
Even Haoying not back! At least i go shuwei! hahas.

Hope ANdie win today lor!
Must vote for him ahh!


lalalas. gtg ler. BYE BYE!
OFF TO FIND MY SHUWEI!~ <3

& i meet yuinhwei 1 PM @ kovan.
now already 12.50! && im still combing hair!
hahas..

IM LATE!!!!!!!~