Today is Wednesday, so I get to sleep till as late as 7.45am.
But, im still very tired...):
Dont know why, i kept feeling tired this few days.
Like i doesn't have any energy to move or talk.

Art lesson as usual is free-styled. LOLS!
I finally drew & shaded the human heart nicely. & looks like a human heart.
ok. Thanks to the help of Mrs Wong la.
& drew a robot but yet to be shaded.
Yea. I spent 2 hours on shading a human heart & drawing robot.
Hahas. As usual, so slow. Hahas.
Im tired la.

Had Geo & Physic too.
Ok la. very boring lessons as usually. (:

Im going out soon.
to compass point (:

Bye~

Yawns.
It's rainy day again which made me very sleepy now.
But, I cannot just sleep the day off, i go MANY things to do.

I wanna read my BBT guys blog in woo.com.tw.
But, seems like it had been overloaded, i think too many people viewing it?
It's just after the concert and the BBT guys had blogged.
HUYA blog already, but yet to see it.
MAOMAO haven't blog yet. arghh~
hopefully he blog soon. HOPEFULLY. (:

Had a really tiring day
Don't know why, i just felt tired. MENTALLY & PHYSICALLY.
Felt that something going to happen soon, my instinct tell me so.
But, i doesn't know what. So, dont ask me.
Common Test coming and i am not even in mood to study.
But, the problem is no mood also must study which made me soo inmotivated.
Physically, i felt really tired for no reason. really!

Today, Mr Loo talk about sport meet.
I going run 100m & jump long jump.
-.-
Dont feel like jumping or running.
But, huda ask me so i jump and run lor. Hahas.
She doing the same thing as me what, so it's ok la.
If i really dont feel like jumping or running, i just dont attend the HEAT lor.
I have no stamina to run or jump already.

I am a SLACKER.(:
ok. Slacker stop blogging.

Bye!




MAOMAO say Bye too! (:
Even, Tuna & LiQuan wanna say bye!
HAHAHAS!

Lalalas~
I LOVE MAODI! (:

Actually wanna blog about Sheena again.
She is being silly again!
But, i'm lazy to blog la.
Hahahas!

Now, im very very broke.
Hope Chinese New year can faster come, I want red packets! hahahas.
(:

Im bored.
So, Let intro my favourite song on my list~
Now, my favourite song is Jay Chou's Cai hong.

作曲:周杰伦 作词:周杰 伦
哪里有彩虹告诉我
能不能把我的愿望还给我
为什么天这么安静
所有云都跑到我这里
有没有口罩一个给我
释怀说了太多就成真不了
也许时间是一种解药
也是我现在正服下的毒药
看不见你的笑 我怎么睡得着
你的身影这么近我却抱不到
没有地球太阳还是会绕
没有理由我也能自己走
你要离开 我知道很简单
你说依赖 是我们的阻碍
就算放开 那能不能别没收我的爱
当作我最后才明白

RAP
看不见你的笑
要我怎么睡得着
你的身影这么近我却抱不到
没有地球太阳开始环绕环绕
没有理由我也能自己走掉
是我说了太多就成真不了
也许时间是一种解药解药
也是我现在正服下的毒药

It is currently my blog song. (:

IM MAOMAO SIAO. :)

Im soo soo soo bored...

His recent pictures.
Im SOO LOVING him. (:

Hahas...
Im having a bored Saturday by watching BBT. (:
I just read HaoYing's sister blog again...
The group name for Haoying&Haoyi is Tian Shi Nan Hai. Angel Boys i think. But, in her blog she wrote as Angle boy.
Dont know is it typo or purposely de.
Whatever. hahas.

Yeahs. Their debut album will be out about August this year. hahas.
Hohoho~
Hope they get famous real soon! hahas~
Maybe as famous or even more than those Twins group like Solar or Tomorrow. Hahas..
Then, i can show off my pictures with Haoying la!~~ HAHAHAS~
Just kidding la.

Nice to see that they are doing well in Taiwan! (:

AHHS~
I'm CRAZY! hahahas...

Had a really wonderful day...
hahas.
Can you actually believe it that i actually score B3 for my Chinese? Oh my god! Imagine all the
underlined marks for chinese which always appeared in my report book. That means miracle do happen as long as you work hard & practise more. Actually, i should thanks Haoying for the marks. hahas... Because, as im writing to him in chinese, im actually practising my chinese. Thus, i made tremendous improvement in my chinese. Im so damn proud of my Chinese results although, it is only a B3. But, as for someone who always fail Chinese badly. This is a achievement! hahas... This shows me that practising is very important... I shall write more & practise more. I must work hard for my english too. Perhap, a B3 too? Hopefully, i could get what i aim. I dont know it is i lucky or tyco. I always get the mark exactly what i aim for. I must be really lucky! (:

Another wonderful thing is...
Mr C has change! (:
He score 14 points. I seem great to me. But, he seems quite unhappy about his results. I dont know? hahas...

Today, i actually cried la. He saw me crying too...
The reason i cried was, i might not be able to see him again, therefore, im sad sad sad... ):
& i kept finding excuses to walk past him... hahas.. Too afraid that i wont be able to see him again. Hahas.. Sheena helped me to ask him some stuff & he actually responded! lol. If last time, i think, he wont even care. hahas! :)

HAHAHAHAS~
Im crazy already... :)

Seriously, Im thinking why would i want a boyfriend? hahas...
As, i was thinking about where to go for a date if i have a bf. hmms. WHERE?
lols. i sucks in such stuff. LOLS~
Hmms... Library, movies, kbox, dinner dates, window shopping. What a bore!
How can they do such thing over & over again...
Really dont understand... hahas...

My past relationships were all short-lived. Due to childishness & blah blah blah...
But seriously, just dont understand where can we go in Spore for dating, cause, everywhere seems boring to me. I rather stay home. hahas.

Im not someone who can be committed to relationship because of my 'dont care' attitude.
& I could get tired easily hanging out with the same guy everyday or everytime. But, i dont understand why & how my friends can face their bf everyday...I find it a miracle...
& I find getting married a miracle too, having to face their husband everyday...
Even, it is with someone i love, i will find it hard to be with him everyday... As im the more independent type. Or maybe one day, i meet the perfect one, i will have my mindset change.

For now, i find it real great to be single! hahas.
At least, i wont have the burden of thinking where to go dating now.
hehehe!

I have no idea of what to blog...
hahas..

But, WANYU ask me to blog about her & put her name in my blog.
yea.. She is soo disturbing.
Such a CRAZY fish. (:

dont wanna blog liao. Hahas..

oh god.

Please take away all the laziness & bo chap attitude...
IM TOO TOO TOO LAZY TO DO ANYTHING ALREADY.
even, blogging.
lol.

& I should be studying, not being distracted by relationship stuff.
He will be back on thurs. Im going CRAZY~
AHHHHHHHS~
Shall i do nothing & just plainly see him graduate or do something for the very last time?
LOLS~

Ohh... When i were with Sheena & SzuChian at amk hub.
Looking what to buy for him...
Seriously now, then i know that i know nuts about him...
hahas... I dont know what he likes or dont.
Only know he like playing soccer. Hahahas.
& i got fed up in thinking of buying stuff for him... lols.
Ok. Kelly is very impatient. VERY i meant.
Cause, nothing special caught my eye.

alrights, im getting bored now...
doesnt want to blog already.

So so so bored...

Today is Sunday... Tmr will be school day again.
Im so lazy to go school already.
There's no motivation to be there, going school seems like just to study...
I meant of course, going school is to study, but, last time there're more purposes for going to school.
But now, there isnt much distraction from my school work...
This year is important year... i shall be working hard!
hahas...
It will be NO-NO for relationship stuff.
So, stop pairing me up with other guys except C. lols.
Hahahahas!

IM SO SO SO HAPPY!
hahas!

HAPPY until what happen in school also forget liao!~
I finally bought the repackage album of superjunior.
LOLS~
Although is the same song as the Dont Don album la.
But, got poster & Dvd!~ lols

Yesterday, i went heartland mall & compass point to find...
But, no stock already...
Today, go houg mall.
Hahas. & i found it! hahas.
The very last piece!
So happy...

Then went to library... go to kiddy section...
LOLS~
Spent lots of time at there to find books for my art.
The shelve all soo low ! hahas..
have to kneel down to see the titles. lols.
But, i didnt found any that suit my topic.
then, went to adult section to borrow some books. hahas.

Tmr,
will be going to ngee ann poly open house.
Hahas..
&& shun bian support Natty in Spop!

Today,
we did experiment for Chem.
had mix some solution that made like a very nice blue.
something like sapphire blue!~
LOLS~ SUPERJUNIOR!! HAHAAS~
Havent upload the pic yet...
do it next time if i can rmb! (:

im really sick of everything already.
at the start, i dont think there is a change between us at all.
When school starts, im treating you the same like last time lor.
Normally, i dont talk much or maybe after the holidays my word has been lesser.
& for the past 4 years. i can say, you arent the closest to me.
Because, during Sec1&2, im close with Sheena, Sec3 with MeiJun & Sec4 is SzuChian & Cherilyn. So, when you say that me & sheena is because need you then go find you, i found it extremely funny & frustrated. & I wonder is it the different way round?
& wonder is it because Cherilyn & Szuchian isnt around anymore that why, you will feel neglect.
If both of them is around, i think this wont even happen.
Because, you got them & dont even need us.
& ever since you have a bf, dont you think we are not even close anymore?

& if you dont wanna feel neglected, you can always join in when we are talking. It is not as if we are talking softly to each other. & the topic between both of us is not secretive at all.

& frankly speaking. YES. during this past 4 years, you had been a stubborn & selfish girl to me. Just that, i dont seem to mind...& NO. i really dont understand you.
& you say you are heartbroken. oyeah...
S0, me & Sheena de heart is made of metal la?
We are heartbroken when we see you saying that we are those need you then go find you de friend.

we say you only cares for yourself because,you once said that when cherilyn got bf, she has been talking lesser to you.
But, have you ever thought when you just got a bf, you have been talking lesser to cherilyn too?Isnt it the same?

Because, Sheena & I are besties. So obviously, we will feel more comfortable together.
& eventually, be together more often.
I dont think there is a need to make a fuss because, you feel neglected.
Sometimes, i will feel neglected when Junda & Sheena are together.
But, did i made i fuss out of it?
&& seriously, i dont really mind if i get neglected by them.
Because, i still got other friends. It's not like i only got two friends in the whole bowen.
To you is the same too.
It is not like the whole bowen, you only got us two as your friends.
Friend is not just being together & hang out together.
It is about being comfortable with each other.
If you dont feel comfortable with us, you can go find your other friends right?

We doesnt wanna confront you face to face because, we know you sure cry de.
& We only want you to realise your mistake, not just by saying sorry.
What's the point of saying sorry when you dont realise your mistake?

You never realise how selfish you can be, but, the other people knows it very well.

Raining cat & dog again...
AGAIN!!!!!!!!~

Although, im quite sick of the weather but, it's rather cooling...
Should enjoy the breeze now before summer comes.
& it will be scorching hot...

Rather bad things happened in school.
im soo pissed off by her action.
Showing off her stupid attitude & i think she still thinks that she's the victim la.
Had been soo pissed off this few days that i doesnt even wanna talk to her.
Doesnt even want to bother about her or quarral with her.

& HELLO???
Even i didnt talk to her, Sheena did wanna make up with her lor.
& what she did? Either say nothing & walks away or say dont want.
&& Now, she is showing her attitude to junda also. wth.
Is not that we doesnt wanna give in to her.
But, when i see her attitude, i just doesnt wanna bother about her.

Seriously, people who knows me well will know that, im not a person who hold grudge with anyone or dislike anyone or quarral with my friends. If im thinker, i think before i do something. If i get angry with a particular person, that meant that person are really too much.
&& Im really those kinds who hate people giving attitude & arrogant.
& REALLY DISLIKE PEOPLE WHO DOESNT KNOWS THAT SHE IS IN WRONG.

arghh...

Now, using my sister laptop...
hahas...

Now, is 9.54pm.
Just woke up... hahas...

so, tired now...
half awake... my mind seem so blank...
Suddenly forgots everything that i wants to blog.
hahahas...

Sometimes, i really dont understand what people thinks.

When you neglect her, she complains.
When you treat her better, she say not enough.

HELLO?
If I have to treat her the best, my other friends will complain to me too.
So frustrated. Dont know what she wants.
All she thinks is herself, herself & herself!

I think i treat every best friends of mine equally.
If i were to neglect her, i will totally dont bother about her.
rahhhs~~
Im soo soo soo soo soo FRUSTRATED!

Is not as if i wont get left out from my friends, i just wont complain soo much.
& I NEVER because i need her then go find her.
bahs... Seriously, I DONT KNOW WHAT SHE IS THINKING!

&& recently, i just dont know what topic to talk to her.
Because, everythings she say is her boyfriend, her boyfriend & her boyfriend...
That why always, me & Sheena have nothing to talk much to her.
BECAUSE, WE DOESNT HAVE A BOYFRIEND & doesnt bother about her boyfriend.
rahs...

Make me boiling on a rainy day. -.-

P/s: If i sound too harsh, im sorry. But, it's what i feel & i need to have my say & let her know how i feel! Because, i treat her as my friend. NOT the need her then find her friend.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME & LOUIS. (:

Firstly, wanna thanks all my friends who wishes me. (:

Today went to Temesak poly.
The most enjoyable part is The Business School Tour.
Cause, the tour guide damn cute.
Not the looks cute la.
The attitude very cute! hahas.
Talk abit to him too.
So my type! Clever & cute! Hahas!
But, he is not the main point la.

The main point is the media studies's facilities are soo COOL!
soo loving it!
We even went to a place like the radio station.
& watch a cute video doned by a student. (:
Perhap, tp's media studies will be my choice la.
But, the cut off point is soo damn high.
11 points. i think im crazy! hahas.
But, i will just do the best i could la.
Hopefully, i could get a high marks.
Or maybe can get in by direct admission. (:

then, after that went to Tampine mall to eat pizza hut.
When paying bill, found out not enough money to pay.
Cause, silly Sheena lost her wallet!
At last, wai kiat paid it. (:

yea..
Im very tired already.
Dont wanna blog already. (:

Today is a tiring day...
My school bag is soo heavy & i still have to take a math textbook on my hands.
& still i went to Nanyang Poly Open House with Sheena, Junda, Terence, WaiKiat, Yitao & Sean.
So tiring walking around.

We were actually walking aimlessly when we reached there.
Then, we went to the center to register.
& got a goodie bag! hahaha!!
Then, some NYP girls tour us around.
First when to Business School & see see. lol.
Then, they brought us to a giodano & this very cute guy brief to us about business course.
So cute la him.

& a stupid people kept giving stupid comments. bah!
Making me wanna sew his mouth up.

then, when to School of IT.
that the most fun la. hahas. At least, there is more things to do there.
Hahas...

Next, went to School of Design.
went there to see their art pieces.
Give me more ideas for my art. (:
Some of their arts are damn well-doned!

Then, we went to the center again and the lecturers introduced us about the courses.
The course im interested in NYP is Media Studies & Management. (:
However, the cut off point is like 14 point. & English must B3.
wth. LOLS!

Another is Visual Communication.
Cut off point is 17. Quite difficult also.
Sian lor. hahahas!

Im soo tired walking around already. hahahas.
Anyways, today is my last day of Sweet 16! (:
Going to be 17 tmr! (:

I WANT THE LOLLIPOP SOFT TOY!! LIGHT PINK!~ HAHAS~
Trying to be childish. (:

Tmr going to temasek poly. (:

Raining cat & dogs again.
bleah.
Lucky im smart today... i brought jacket to school.
If not, i will be freezing to death.

Woke up early to go mac for breakfast as school starts at 8.45am.
Actually doesnt want to go de, wanna sleep until 7.45.
But around 7am, Terence sms me then, my ringtone made me woke up.
i couldnt get bacl to sleep so, i just quickly changed & head to houg point mac.
hahas.
HOUGANG POINT MAC!!!~
hais.

there is no striaght bus to there. So, must change bus. So sian. hahas.
Then, ate hot cake for breakfast! hahas.
-.-

Around 8.30, we left houg point to go to school. hahas.
Luckily, we made it on time. Cause, we are the last few bowenian who left mac.

First period is Art.
4 period. -.-
Slacked.
Was told to think about what to do for art O levels.
But, my attention limit is short.
After about 10 min of thinking, i gave up.
& started listening songs & watching maodi & suju video from my hp with Gladys.
Im so so so CRAZY about Mao di & Suju! (:
Then, Mrs Wong came to me, so i consult her about my art stuff.
I told her i wanna do Sightseers. Then wanna draw robot & futuristic stuff.
But, at last, with her help...
I settle with doing Oz land. You know. then cartoon. LOLS!~
Then, will be making a tin world out of it.
But, tin make me think of tin tin. then another cartoon.
This time the colours will be dull la.
Not the colours that im specialise for. As i always go for brighter colours...
But, still the start... see what happen next la.

Then, next geo.
The class is always noisy in her class sadly.
I think Ms Teo is quite a good teacher
& she actually still stays in bowen just because of our batch.
If not, the teacher teaching us will be Ms Chek, that MC queen.
But, dont know why people just dont cherish Ms Teo.
Although her lesson CAN be boring, but she teach well.
At least, i understood what she says.
Now, im starting to miss Mr Bay.
Cause, he alway make his lesson interesting & can make people respect him alots.
So sad la. He left 1 yr liao.

Then, Physic.
Did a test la. Dont know how to do. HAHAS!

Now,
some inner thoughts.

I dont know why...
sometimes i felt like a middle person again...
Im close to my best friends la.
I certainly hope that i could spend my time with them...
But, i cant spend my time with two different friends together.
Sometimes, i would think of a topic to talk to friend A, then friend B will think i neglect her.
Cause, Friend A & B are different in character & i seriously cant find topic to talk to both friend

Like sometimes, i will because of Sheena & neglect Chermaine.
Sometimes, i will because of Joseph & neglect Sheena.
This is because, i feel different way when im with different people.
I cant please everyone. I get tired too.
I need time for myself too.

That why, im getting quiet this few days.
just dont feel like talking.

rahs.
whatever it is.

o yeah.
Today is Javin's enlistment day.
Hahas. Javin Jiayou! hahas.
xiaoshuaige going to be xiaobotak. (:

HAHAS!

somehow, too tired to blog...

But, i still blog.

weird huh?

lol.



Today got the art exam paper for O levels already.

yawns.

Im soo damn confused like N levels.

Dont know what to choose & too lazy to draw.

But, the visual diary are suppose to pass up around Feb.

Teacher killing me!~

I cant do visual diary in such a short time.

Cause, i dont have the patience to do so.

Im a very impatient girl. hahas...

&& Im too lazy to do also.

Im thinking or doing either foreshorten or sighteer.

Raining cat & dog after Terence talk about the weather topic in english class.
Such an unlucky mouth. LOLS~

So sad...
The poly open house on my birthday.
But, Ngee Ann Poly is on the 18th.
Perhaps, i will be going Temasek Poly on 11th which is my birthday.
hahas.
Both temasek dont have many course of my preference...
perhaps, the psychology or the design course! hahas.
Or maybe go there try my luck whether i can see Kelvin! hahahas.
*crazy*

OH!~
I know one course that TP had might interest me.
LOLS! Communication & Media Management.
hahahahs!
paiseh... Im a little excited...
hahahas.

Now, because of the rain.
Im feeling very tired. -.-
Im too lazy to do homework also.
bah!~

Today is Sunday.
yea. Tmr will be school day again.
hahas..
Anyways, Firstly wanna say HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO BRAYNARD! :)
Hahahas!

Who's Braynard?
hohoho!
My primary school crush! HAHAHAS!~

ok. im just being lame la.
hahas.

5 MORE DAYS to my birthday! (:
HOHOHO~

Hasnt been blogging since the day i started school.
School has been boring as usual.
Im quite used to the " new " enviroment already.
But, still missing the 4express student alots. haha.
Especially him, him & more him. hahas.

ok. lame.

i think im lazy today. i bought 2 dollar worth of stamps.
hahas...
Dont know for what purpose.
Maybe one day when im with the mood, i write letter to Haoying ba.(:
Hahas...

1 MORE weeks to my birthday.
Im craving of Black forest cake. =P
HAHAHAS!~

&&&&&&&
I WANNA BUY the SUPERJUNIOR-T water bottle la.
My sister dont want let me use her's
So expensive lor.
12 bucks & so small. ):

& wanna buy SUPERJUNIOR planner.
39 bucks!~
wth.
regreted not working.
If not, now, my bag will be full of SUPERJUNIOR stuff.
LOLS!~

Cause,
if i got the $,
i will buy the pencil box also!~
LOLS!~~

yea yea...
Im crazy abt SUPERJUNIOR!~ (:

<3 MY SUPER JUNIOR!~
<3<3 HAN KYUNG
<3<3 SUNG MIN
<3<3 KANG IN
<3<3 LEE TUEK
<3<3 EUN HYUK
<3<3 RYEO WOOK
<3<3 KYUHYUN
<3 DONGHAE
<3 SHINDONG
<3 HEECHUL
<3 SIWON
<3 KIBUM
<3 YESUNG

What should i say...

School today really sucks.
Felt soo weird...
Suddenly, im missing those who went ITE & those express student.
Especially him.

The feeling is really weird without him in school.
Felt so not belong to the school anymore.
hopefully i will get to see him when he come back for his O levels results.
& Sec 5 will get to see them taking their results right? right?
That day might be the last day i will be seeing him in school.
sadded.

argh!
I SOO MISS HIM!
but, made me rather miserable.
Somehow i think, he is here to punish me for break my 3 ex heart. JA, Jasper & WZ.
But, those were when im sec 1 & 2.
Somehow, i felt funny now.
I break up with Jasper because of JA, then i break up with JA because of Jasper.
& for WZ. hahs. i must admit. i suddenly lose interest.
That was when im younger.

Now, when i understand who i really like.
He doesnt even like me.Or maybe, hate me.

If i gonna say i will find myself a better man.
I will be cheating on myself again.
Because, i knew i cant.
Maybe, when time goes on...
I could slowly forget him...

Now, is O levels year!
I should be thinking too much la.
Just study hard will do. (:
Perhap, i could give myself more work to do!
hahas.

Anyways, Im LOVING this year's form teacher.
Form teacher/ English: Mdm Aida Lim. (woohoo! she is very very NICE! )

the other teacher not much changes...
Math: Mrs Jane Cheng. ( -.- )
Physic: Mr Tan. ( LOVING IT! )
Geo: Miss Teo. ( LOVING IT TOO!)
SS: Mr Chua. ( -.- )

Chem change teacher le. & Pe teacher.
The HOD Science teacher.
I dont know what name la. LOLS!

& Mr Loo!~
The dont know funny or fierce guy.
He look strict but very funny.
But, sometimes i dont understand his jokes. :)

Hahas.

Almost forgot...

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SUNGMIN!!~
:)

&&
This year is a important year!!~ LOLS!
Working hard for O levels starts TOMORROW! (:
Good luck to everyone! (:
Jiayous!

Tomorrow is the first day of school~

So boring!~

im lazy to make a new pic for my blog already!~ LOLS~

First day of 2008!~

& Im SICK!!!!~

wth.

going to create a new skin of my blog. yea. (: