Today,
I went to make board with yuinhwei for xiaojie'er & wangzi. (:
yeah. i made a pink heart shaped board for xiaojie.
i loving the board lor. hahas!
I LOVE PINK~
hees.

im so so so excited about lollipop coming to sg.
Hoping time could move quickly to 11june then my lollipop will come already!
everyday see my xiaojie'er.. ((:

11 JUNE! 11JUNE!! 11JUNE!!
((:

im feeling so sad right now.
The english oral prelim, i done badly la.
Suddenly felt...
IM SO SO SO SO FAR AWAY FROM my media courses which english plays a important part to get in.
arghh.
I suddenly got so nervous lor.
& the topic is like so 0.0
about neighbourhood.
I know nuts about my neighbour lor.
HAHAS!
felt so suay lor cause, the topic is so not for me. -.-
arghh.
&& i accidently said LA~
so singlish. 0.0
although once only. -.-
i must work hard for my paper1 & 2 for english liao in order to gain back the marks i lost in oral.
ARGHHHHHHHH~

should ask me about my dreams mah.
I got so much to say.
FUTURE DIRECTOR!! :)

Didnt attend school.
I OVERSLEPT again! arghhh!
i planned to go school de ok?
i already pack my bags & iron my uniform. 0.0
Just because, i set my hp alarm wrongly.
i set til tomorrow. -.-

then by the time i woke up already going to 1pm.
& school end at 1.30pm -.-

felt bad lor.
careless me. >.<

hahas. im so bored at home. -.-
was drop dead tired since ytd.
overslept and didnt attend school.
& today lesson is like math, chem & ss.
oh gosh. 3 boring lesson in one day.
no wonder i didnt go school.
HAHAHAHAS!
too tired already. cannot take it.

so, im so bored & i started to try out photoscape.
& i did some nice works. HAHAS!.
i think it is nice la. im proud of it! hahahas!
let me show you!


My top 3 in wei wo! (:


Jiaxi + Gavriil + Kelly = HAPPY FAMILY! (:
Really got people say like family leh.
& yes! jiaxi, you are mummy for sure.
HAHAS!

A collage of maodi. (:
My cutest & most loved prince.

Yeah! GONG ZHU BANG JIAYOU!
So sad, gong zhu bang is down with five guys. ):
cause, i cannot find pictures that have the five guys only.
so, i have to crop xiaobin & duo2 which happen that both is standing at the side of the picture.
Felt so bad. ):
Anyways, i want xiaobin in gongzhubang la!!!~
why cannot have 6 guys instead of 5. -.-
xiao bin rocks kay?
xiao bin shi mei de. pretty boy! (:


Prince & Maodi.
QIU BROTHER ROCKS!
Yuinhwei right? HAHAS!

Im so glad Gavriil got into finals. (:
But, very upset that Jianfeng & Jiaxi didnt make it to finals.

Gavriil is well deserved though,
his samurai sword performance rocks.
poor him, getting injured during the live performance.
& Gavriil is shuai de.
LOVES~

26 years old still like a little boy. so cute. (:


((:
Jia xi mummy sang well yesterday,
although is recorded de. HAHAS!
But, must listen to jiaxi's live! VERY NICE!
He sang can fei live for us, is so nice lor. So got feel!
& He is nice la. Entertain us while he is waiting for others.
Talk & laugh so much yesterday.
That why i said, jiaxi mum always brighten my day. (:


Isnt my daddy & mummy loving?? HAHAS!
They rocks! (:


JIAXI! MY ZI-PAI IS BETTER THAN YOURS~
LOLS!

& Jianfeng
當成績要揭曉的時候, 我心裏是想要他進的.
儅輪到最後一個人可以進的時候, 我口裏是叫這他的名的~
因爲的真的真的好希望他會進入大決賽.
我都說了我是默默的支持他,雖然比賽的時候沒為他叫,
可是心裏是祝福他, 為他祈禱的!
Jian feng 你要加油! (:

posting in chinese today, just wanna express some of my feeling. (:

心裏的難過實在得不想讓他知道.
我看起來好想不想理他了, 可以心裏是不一樣的.
我很想關心他,一直在他身邊像以前那樣玩.
可是最近感覺不同了,
我不想像以前的事情一樣.
我是個自私的人, 我不想儅個自私的人了.
所以我選擇了離開, 因爲對他來說是沒關係的.
最近心情也不是很好, 因爲學業的事感到非常難過.
我真的不想再讓我更難過, 不想去想拿下會讓我跟難過得多餘的事.
我想我還是默默的支持他好了.
不想想太多... 我只想保持我對他說的承諾, 那個一直支持他的承諾...
其實我是不開心的, 想找他可是沒有勇氣去找了...

謝謝 Rabbit 的關心,
可是有時 時在得很難跟你說我在想什麽...
不知道如何跟你說.

& 我的母后 嘉熹,
Thanks for brightening up my day again.
你真的是最好的人! 常常聼我說廢話~
有你這個母后真好!
Chengxi 的哥哥比較帥~
& 我真的自拍比你好啦~

arghh. so upset lor.
huya didnt make it to 2jun.
-.- & the worst thing is he lost to yagao. not elmo.
&& elmo didnt get in too.
so sad. elmo said he leaving bbt. NOOOOOO~
he is the dancing king of bbt! cannot leave bbt like this. ):
without him, there is no alien in bbt already. not fun. >.<
so upset about the results can?
hais. but, over is over le.
& poor huya didnt make it.
My yaya worked very hard for 2jun. he rocks.

&& Im happy that my maomao & yeshou got in! YES!
i expected it la~ hahas!
&& yesyes! new loves HANJIANG got in too~
was quite worried for him. cause, i know either is him or xiaobin will get in.
& xiaobin is quite good too.

But, afterall it is still saddening for me.
CAUSE, I DONT WANT ELMO TO LEAVE BBT. ):
He is great lor.
Actually, any bbt guy leave bbt is a very sad thing.
even it is duoduo the one i dont like the most.
i find it sad to see any guys leave.
& this time it is elmo who is leaving. i felt even sad.
hais.

下一個天亮 - 郭靜

用起伏的背影 擋住哭泣的心
有些故事 不必說給 每個人聽
許多眼睛 看的太淺太近
錯過我沒被看見 那個自己

用簡單的言語 解開超載的心
有些情緒 是該說給 懂的人聽
你的熱淚 比我激動憐惜
我發誓要更努力 更有勇氣

等下一個天亮
去上次牽手 賞花那裡散步好嗎
有些積雪 會自己融化
你的肩膀是我豁達的天堂

等下一個天亮
把偷拍我看海的照片送我好嗎
我喜歡我 飛舞的頭髮
和飄著雨還是眺望的眼光

時間可以磨去我的稜角
有些堅持卻永遠磨不掉
請容許我 小小的驕傲
因為有你這樣的依靠

Hadnt been blogging recently.
having a rather depressing period recently.
just felt tired of everything.
just felt like throwing away everything, therefore has been away.
Being absent from school to throw away my studies for a moment.
Im tired. Trying so hard to start. But, it is so difficult.
Today, i went to school. & mr yeo talk about our mid year result which struck me.
I got 4passes though. but, it is not enough to pass Olevels.
& i really didnt do as well as i could. I did badly. real bad.
A moment in my mind, i hope there will be someone taking a frying pan & knock the back of my head. hahas! a little dramatic.
I need a impact in my mind to let me stay focus.

Recently, i had been away from mdc too. only went for the show.
The feeling is so different now. i dont know.
Just felt that, im so unwanted there.
Someone is not the same as before, my feeling for him changed too.
& somehow i really really felt stupid for what i did for him.
& i hate sarcastic remarks from someone.
like wtf lor. arghhhhh.
I felt so upset that day and more thing is coming up.
i notice something...
seeing & talking to jiaxi really can brighten my day.
if not that day, i sure break down de.

Today,
aben group to chose 5 to get into 2jun.
MAOMAO & Yeshou must get in ah~ hahas!
7 chose 5. im hoping jiang ge got chance. he can sing very well lor!
ytd, bbt announce terry grp until left 1 more slot for 2jun.
& left with three guys, elmo,huya & yagao.
i think elmo will get in. BUT, im still hoping that huya will get in.
hais. jiayou!jiayou!

Lastly,
Jiaxi & Gavriil you guys rocks big time.
Thank you so much. ((:

gonna back my result.
didnt do well. failed math&combscience again. hell.
better buck up. >.<
somehow,it is so difficult to start. hais.
tired already.

changed my blog song.
a song which maomao sang.
yi shi de mei hao.

i really like this song after maomao sang it.
he sang it last year la.
so, now his vocals is much better! hahas!

this song super got feel especially when maomao sing it!
hahas!

Today,
very nan de i watched bai fen bai.
cause,
got maodi & the others 14 bangs! hahahas!
i so high can?
lol.

finally sg channel got maodi.
hahahas!

lalalas~
maodi is soooooooooooooo CUTE lor. hehes! he is forever cutest!
yeshou is sososo cute too~

Had a happy happy day yesterday. ((:
Gavriil rocks!
I really really really loves the song he sang yesterday.
got the feel! hahas!
was touched lor! omg.
peiyi said i was stoned all the while when he is singing.
of course, i will stoned. lol.
it is so nice! my favourite person sing my favourite song!((:
GAVRIIL, I LOVE THE SONG YOU SANG MANY MANY!!!

can see that he put in alots of effort! (:
hahahas!
ok, im high many many because of him.
&&
when he tried his best to speak chinese is like sooo sooo soo cute!
especially when he dont know the word to say! cute!
always looked forward to his Q&A segment. ((:
but however when he try his best to speak chinese seems like his marks isnt high.
hais. during the 1st round, he speak more english. then he got higher marks.
If im judges, i will give Gavriil my vote for the effort!
but too bad! jiayou gavriil!!~ ((:

GAVRIIL ROCKS MANY MANY ok?

hahas. today morning is such a enjoyable morning~
went to mdc in the morning to get tickets for gavriil.
so, when i was on the bus to mdc, guess who i saw?
hahahahahas!
i saw ric. he was on the way to school.
*high*

then when i just reach, jianfeng was behind me. hahas!
he was early lor. 11.15 report, he reached at 10am. he is crazy.^^
so, we sat at reception and chat for around 40 mins. 0.0
laughed until. -.-
hahahas~

&& gavriil also cute lor...
he learnt our language~ hahas.

hoping that more good thing will happen tonight. (:

woohoo~
im so high now can?

my beloved bbt is coming on 11-13 june.
& im so happy that it did not clash with my 2 weeks of extended school days in june!
if not, i sure have to pon school liao. hahahas.
dont care what happen. chase bbt is a must!
is like waited for soo damn long finally they come.
woo~ hopefully andy will come too!((:

im so so so so excited about it already.
xiaojie!xiaojie!xiaojie!
im going to make board for xiaojie! hahahahas!
&& andy ge just in case he got come.
lalalalas~

so high~
time to start saving up.

yawn. early in the morning.
mummy woke me up with her roaring voice. -.-
is like 8am only & i slept around 2.3oam last night.
she asked me to go out for breakfast & follow her to the market.
but, i didnt want to. so, she went on disturbing my sister to follow her.
hahahas.
& i continued to sleep...

arghhs. so bored now.
later going to meet stefy at amk to buy school shoes.
my shoes got a hole. -.-
then after that go mdc lor, go there wait for beloved. ((:

tell you something...
i miss my beloved.

although, tmr can see him le.
but, i dont know whether i will be able to go.
-.-

he report so early & sure come out very late.
baaaaaaaa~

Finally, the last paper end.
woohoo! im tired. very tired. >.<
mid year finish, & must chiong prelim.
I promise i will work very hard for prelims.
cause, i wanna see roughly how much i can fare for my Os.
i believe prelim are more difficult than Os. if i can do well for prelims. that means Os also can have not bad de result.
diedie. must study already.
had been neglecting my studies. -.-
jiayou kaili. (:


weiwo finish, kaili mind is all focus on studies liao.
no more superband. hahas!
can see that i had been promoting one band yixuanfeng right?
lols. all thanks to someone, i will not be going to crazy about them liao.
just give my my moral support will do.
they know my heart got them. ((:
so, dont count me in for the leader stuff.
she wanna be leader let it be. i not going to bother.
i think she have even lesser experience than me..
but, i dont wanna care already.
i believe vin will see how is she like if she be leader.
good what, contribute all her money, let her be broke.
contribute more la. best. fc tee she provide. hahas!
argh..

weather is so damn hot can?
i going to eat my paddle pop in tub!
hahahahahs~

Today papers is difficult.
hais hais hais.

tmr the last paper.
FINALLY.
-.-

had a unpleasant day today,
the bitch making me pissed off.
&& today's math paper is veryveryvery difficult.
wth.
i think i comfirm will fail! COMFIRM!

ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH~
lucky today i saw my prince gavriil , zhainan jianfeng & jiaxi mummy! hahas!
i love them many many many can?
Gavriil is the sweetest!
Jianfeng is the most cheerful!
Jiaxi is the nicest!

But, i dont want call Jiaxi, mummy liao la. like so weird. >.<



Gavriil leh... hahas. my beloved! (:
Everyone kept making fun of me when im with him. :(
a little is enough, dont go overboard kay, friends?
make me very shy to face him liao la.
now, take picture with him will shiver abit. will nervous sia!
last time wont de lehs. pass him things also will nervous liao.
made fun until very shy liao lor! hahahas!
tsk! tsk! not need to remind him how much i love him!
he know it in his heart! hahahas!
My heart got 1/6 is him de. hahas!
3/6 is maodi's & 2/6 is haoying's. LOLS!
*craze*



Recently pictures with him is like not nice.
Cause, im SOSOSOSO nervous to be with him lor!

Next, Jianfeng.
hahas. he is like so funny today when he came.
he came early then dont want go in early.
He saw me playing PSP then say he wanna play also.
he play racing then got bored. then he go play tennis until jiaxi came.


got take many picture with him.
but, weird weird de.
no want post up! hahas!

Still got two more guys i wanna talk about.
hahas.
Yuanshuai first ba.
He is like so cute lor.
I see him wearing the tee he wore on monday.
conversation...
Kelly: ni mei huan yi fu. {/ you never change your clothes}
Yuanshuai: wo you huan {/ i got change}
Kelly: ohhs...
Yuanshuai: wo lian wu suo yi huan le.{ i train for dance so change to this}
then he take out his tee give me see. -.-
Yuanshuai: ni kan! { you see! }
kelly: ok! ok!

hahas. he is cute la. insist of letting me see the clothes he wore before. -.-
such a cutie. (:

Another guy is Louis.
this guy is crazy today. hahas.
so in love with chantrice's megaphone. hahas!
& keep doing beatbox with the megaphone!
he so high lor. crazy louis. hahas!
then chantrice lend him the megaphone give him go home play. hahas.
he is like a kid when he play with the megaphone!
so cute!

Im going to very vulgar.
im so pissed off now lor.
that POR queen kept POR POR POR POR POR.
Fu*k off.
I dont need you to POR me la.
i got money to do if i want.
In my mind & soul, you are the worst girl i ever since.
you bitch!
You think you can be the leader. HAHAHAS!
dont make me laugh. thinking of what a mess you did to a particular fc.
& you still wanna be a leader? Stop boasting about what you did for them la.
All you got is money. Use money and por people you think fun ah?
People must be blind to think you are nice.
You are just so fake lor.
& please dont talk to me cause i dont want to talk to you.
i see you, i just wanna sing por -ing song. lols.


BITCH! BITCH! BITCH! BITCH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!~

Yesterday,
as usual, monday i will be at mdc. ^^
the results was quite shocking though.
shiqian won again. {/this time i did get the name right!}
intially i thought Liangyi will win. cause, she got high scores in 3rd & 4th round.
I guess shiqian got manymanyvotes.
but,nvm. i dont have much feeling for girls round.

i was high the whole show after seeing someone who i first like in this kind of variety show.
&&really is LONG LONG LONG LONG time no see. -.-
last time i was shorter than him! now, we are same same already! hahas.
2 years? or 3year? lols. i cant rmb. either lor.
hahas.
&&
who is he?? haha.


ALBERT SEE! (:
i guess most people dont rmb him ba.
He is from Staridol. My faves in staridol.
That time love him even more than chengxi lor! hahahas!
now, of course, chengxi more! hahahahas!
Damn happy to see him again!
hees~

Next,
introduce my new loves in weiwo.
hahas.




JIAXI! ((:
he is my mummy ok! hahas.
Jiaxi is SUPERDUPERnice. (:
he is the nicest guy!
can talk talk talk non stop with him. dont know why.
i think it is because he is very very talkative! hahas.
^^
Anyways, from the start, he is always my third after jianfeng & gavriil. hahas.
But, now he is equal! hahas.
but, of course,
Gavriil is still my FAVOURITE!! hahahas!
smile smile!

after the show, i made a star bouquet for gavriil.
hahas. but, i dont dare give cause alittle weird. -.-
at last, i still give! hahas.
lalalas~
Gavriil rocks! hahahas!
*toohigh*



Next, my yangguangzhainan! hahahahas!
he wore the spec then everyone call him zhai nan already.
Then, he keep saying he not zhai nan cause, he hardly at home.
lols.
but, he look like one!
&& ZHAINAN is COOL! ((:
ILOVEZHAINANSU! hahas!


Next is,
yangguangkunan 陽光酷男！
also my self proclaimed de 後母爸
cause he is very close with my daddy gavriil & mummy jiaxi. hahas.

YUANSHUAI!! ((:
他真得很帥！
人也超好的, 昨天還在外面等雪停很久!
超羡慕的! 如果我的人也可以像他一樣就好了！
袁帥很棒哦！我的第四！


HAHAS!
Today had ART exam.
didnt finish but was happy with whatever i completed. ((:
colour with tone ok? HAHAS!
speaking of art.
i so happy when gavriil say my sketch is nice & say im talented! HAHAHAS!
but, i know im not talented la. & i thought the sketch he saw ytd is badly drawn even i spend hours on it. >.<

Im back again.
Hais. had geography exam today.
it's so so so so so difficult can?
first time i felt a geo paper can be so difficult.
damn.
i think i cant do well this time.
ARGH!~
make me feel that study also no use. bah! >.<

-.-

anyways, vote for F8, Rachelle tonight!
SMS F8 to 71199!((:
votevotevote!(:

&&& YAH.
yesterday, i mass watch bbt.
I love MAODI alots alots!
poor thing. kena PK with yeshou during the sportday. hahas.
He so thin how to PK with yeshou. -.-
poor maodi. hahas.
Yeshou also very cute lor. He must jump & stick on the wall with his back.
Instead, he go shout ' bian dang (lunchbox)' then knock into the wall!
2nd time still knock into the wall.
the 3rd time, actually he can stick on the wall de.
but, maodi so naughty.
kick him before he could stick on the wall. hahahas.
CUTECUTECUTE.
i love this two guys.
My maoshou couple. they are best friend too! HAHAS!
One cook, one eat. ((:

SMILE SMILE SMILE!
rmb to vote for rachelle. (:

LOLS!
being bored at home.
lols.

wanna do something random.
wanna say who is my beloved list in my heart.

NO1 :

OF COURSE go to my MAODI!
love him too much le.
He cannot be replaced!!
He will always be my most beloved!

NO2:



goes to HAOYING!
till now, whenever i talk about him or see star search pple, i will sure think about him.
&& sure felt like crying de.
I miss him like mad now.
He is my beloved. (:

NO3:




new new in beloved list!
Gavriil Skaros!
Just simply love him too much already.
Cherish every moment with him now.
((:

im bored! im bored! im bored!!
Labour day is sososo boring. -.-