Yesterday SUNDAY,
went to mdc.
hmms. 0.0
Very tiring day. hahas.
The female contestants came out first.
Actually, wanna go find Christalle.
But suddenly, very sian.
Dont wanna on so many.
Got 3 enough le.
Rachelle, JianFeng & Gavriil=LOVES.
Christalle reminds me of Prissy in some reason.
arghh. nvm.

Then waited for the guys to be out which is around 12goingto1.
rahhhs~
So, one by one came out.
Clement ah. Make so many people emo.
Make Rah cry ah. hahas..
But, they are really really stressed la. hais.
So poor thing lor they all.
Today must perform live then yesterday still so late go home!
aiyoh!
Must let them rest ma!!
Everyday see them so tired especially JianFeng.
Like so long never see him feeling hyper le. hahas.
Everytime see him very tired.
hais.

& yah.
yesterday,
i also cried la.
People thought is because of Gavriil la.
Actually, only part of it.
I cried cause,
I see the guys so tired i also heartpain la.
&&&
everyone just took their bag & go down without noticing that im still waiting for Gavriil.
&&&
most importantly is I'm VERYVERYVERY tired.

Gavriil funny la.
He was shock that i cried.
Then dont know who tell him im worry about him that why i cry.
then he say mdc very safe, no ghost!
hahas. There's ghost la!!~ hahas.
Then he say because never see him jiu cry.
Then if something happen to him how? Commit suicide?
hahahas.
He is our Mr counsellor now. hahas.
Cause, everyone is emo. Very emo ytd.

Then Peiyi go tell him i tmr still got school.
Gavriil's reaction very big.
Gavriil: AH! You want me to scold you ah? So late already still here then blah blah blah... { i dont remember! }
But, it's funny la.

After that Gavriil left,
then waited for daevon jiu go back liao. :)
Today is their 1st round!
Hope Jian Feng & Gavriil will do well.
JIAYOU! JIAYOU!
VOTE FOR M1 & M8!!~

Suddenly i felt JianFeng is like Haoying & Gavriil is like Andie.
During the SS period, The one im alway worried for is Haoying.
& the one who brighten up my day is Andie!~

Now, is the same.
Worry for JianFeng that he will be too tired & stuff.
& Gavriil is the one who brighten up my day.

Sometimes, i will be biased toward one of them.
Sometimes to Jianfeng, sometimes to Gavriil.
I know now, i super biased toward Gavriil.
But, both of them are still my favourites!
In my heart they are equal.
Sometimes, i dont want go find JianFeng because,
i see he very tired so, dont wanna go disturb him.
& wanna him to rest many many!

Whatever it is,
JIANFENG & GAVRIIL = LOVES.

I'm blogging again.
Yesterday, i said im sick, so, today i didnt attend school.
I NEED REST! hahahas.
I still need it now. but, i dont wanna sleep la although im very very tired.
hahas.

Actually, im quite okay le yesterday as i still can go out. hahas.
Ok la. went to the trainings of the guys.
while they were training,
xt,olivia, rah & i was playing basketball.
woohoo! super got feel yesterday.
HAHAS!
&
Gavriil ah.
So bad, kept teasing me.
He knew i will blush la! still try to scare me when i taking picture with rah. -.-
He yesterday kept scaring me can? hahas.
arghh~ hahas..
but, Gavriil is NICENICENICENICE can!
SO LOVING HIM! (:


SO SHUAI can?
Thanks to kaileng for taking such a shuai picture! hahahas!


ME & GAVRIIL. (:
after his training. hahahas!
*LOVESLOVES*


(: SOMETHING I gave to Gavriil which he ALMOST{/phew!} break it! hahas.

SO LOVING GAVRIIL. :D

&& of course,
JIANFENG~
hahahas.
didnt talk much to him yesterday.
Recently, lesser things to talk about liao.
hahahahas!



ME & JIANFENG. (:
HIS SUPER BIG EYES!
Dont know why,
I felt that we look like silbing in this picture!
hahahas!
Cause,we have big eyes & dimples! hahaha.
ok la. i only got one side of dimple.


I still have some pictures which is with XUeting.
Will upload as soon as she send me. Hahas.
Took manymany funny photos with friends. (:

-.-
I'm sick already.
not very sick la.
Just common flu, cough, sorethoart, breathing difficulties, chest pain & go on and on...
It like every common illness coming to me in a sudden!
&& I still had to go to school. bah~
If not, my mum will start nagging at me again. hahas.
&& I dont wanna stay home either.

Yesterday,
actually very free & well de.
then xt told me FENGFENG got go mdc.
I fly there. lols.
But, i see him i very sian.
Not sian in the bad way la.
As in I see him so tired again, i see le i felt bad again lor.
He should rest more la.
If not like me too tired until fell sick then not very good liao.
In addition, Monday is the comp liao. hais.
Seriously, i really hope he can rest. hais.
& i fell sick when im going home... & became very sick when i reach home. -.-

Today,
LESSON IS STRESSING TO ME.
LOLS!
Although i was slacking most of the times.
I didnt copied the chem notes cause, i was busy drawing. hahas.
lazy la.
But, i took huda's note to photocopy.

Later,
i going out to find gavriil & jianfeng.
finally, i can get to see my Gavriil liao after soo soo soo many days. (:
Happiness.
Plus, paiseh. hahahahas!
SO HIGH~

crazy girl. -.-

Ok la.
stop here. (:
going to rest awhile before going out first.

I NEED SOME REST!

ARGHH~
late for school again.
hahas.
BUT, I CAME BEFORE 8.40 LOR!
nvm.
At least there is Simjun to accompany me to do detention.
hahas.

Today lesson was quite okay.
ART lesson. 4 PERIOD.
Mrs Wong didnt come thus, equal to free period.
Yawns.
was foldng stars & talking about maomao & other stuff.
They so bad, say my maomao like girl!
HE IS CUTE BOY! hahas.
whatever la. hahas. I so love my maomao!
Then, me & jo actually wanna go buy food, but cannot buy so, Jo & i went walking around.
Hahas. go disturb the dnt class. HAHAS!

GEO lesson. 2 PERIOD.
went out of class to do the worksheet on pollution.
(:

PHYSIC lesson. 3 PERIOD.
had a very stressing & tiring time trying to concentrate in class.
almost fell asleep~
-.-

ANYWAYS, TODAY IS SHEENA BIRTHDAY! WOOHOO!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY SHEENA!

Hahas.
bored bored bored.
currently having a hard time typing...
as my hand is having cramps after all the folding of stars.
Had be folding non-stop since 4pm till now which is about 11 pm.
hahas.
yeahhs!
tmr is wednesday.
That means, i get to sleep to 7.30am tmr! hahas!
MADNESS!

yeahhs.
So happy
FENGFENG finally update his blog!
FINALLY despite his busy scheldule.
Poor thing la him. Had to work & go for the trainings & stuff for the competition.
He must be feeling very tired.
& I feel bad when im angry with him because of something.
But, thinking that he is actually very nice as everytime,
he would stay a little longer to talk with us after his fliming or fitting even he is very tired.
& being a entertainer to make us so happy. Sometimes, he could actually stay as long as 30 mins or 1 hour just to talk to us instead of having extra 1 hour of rest.
FENGFENG is so nice. really really nice!

我好想好想锋锋可以多多休息！
不想看到他那麽累~

Ha has.
Had a pretty bored day in school.
alright, school is bored everyday to me.
Ha has.

I found out something abnormal about me recently.
I became very blur & careless.
Kept forgetting where is my stuff, what to say & blah blah blah.
Like this morning, i almost late for school as i forgot where i put my wallet.
Luckily, i found it on my bed just in time.
Perhaps, it's because lack of sleep.
Recently had a habit of sleep from 2am to 6am.
That means i only got 4 hours of sleep.
I don't know why, i tend to think a lots before i sleep.
I can like lie on my bed from 12am then, think about some stuff until 2am without noticing of the time...
& the next morning, i will suffer in class with some mind block. ha has.
Now, i know Cherilyn called me woodblock for this reason.
ha has.
Just cannot concentrate in class, can really die.
Sometimes, i can really be very tired until i don't even feel like going to school.
But, i can't as i know my mum probably will kill me if i skip school just because I'm too tired.
arghh!!!!~

I'M VERY TIRED!!!!!!!!!!!!~
I NEED HOLIDAYS. DESPERATELY!
I JUST WANNA SLEEP THE WHOLE DAY! hahahas!

The nike dai yen ren wanna-be.


ME & Monkey JIANFENG!
acting cute early in the morning!


yeapp. after awhile huanhuan came.
hmms.
He looks veryveryvery sleepy. hahas.
almost lost his balance when stepping up the stairs.
so cute la him.

then Gavriil came.

First thing i think when i see him is he look different.
Hahas. His hair like striaghten huh?
It's NICE hahas.
I like it! hahas.



Then, i was like following him up to reception without him noticing! hahas.
No la.
I went up to find Jiaxi la. Hahas.
Jiaxi was soo soo soo sleepy! hahas.
such a cutie! (:


ME & Jiaxi! hahas.

then around 10AM. I didnt wait for the other guys
& i cab down Plaza singapura cause im LATE for my flag day.

When i reach, the girl were already missing. only left the guys.
But, Sheena later than me ah! hahas!
So waited for her to reach lor.
Then, when she reach.
we met up with humy,shikin & sofie at bk.
Then we watched step up2.
when we was buying popcorns.
LiangHao,Caixing & Chris came to us.
They were watching the same movie as us. (:
HAHAS!
The movie is nice!! VERY NICE!
For people who like dances should watch it!
Im impressed by their dance move! hahas.
& the guy is so handsome!! hahahahas!

after that, we went to the street & did cip la.
Around 2.30PM we check out. & went to MCcafe.
after that i went to bishan to spend some time there as i dont wanna be alone at mdc.
So, walk the upper level for about 30minutes?
LOLS!
& left to take bus 52 to mdc.
hahas. waited for SO LONG then the bus came.
but, it's ok. I like it actually. hahas.
Cause, im suppose to be wasting time. hahas.

When i reach at mdc bus stop, it was raining heavily.
i'm wet even i took a umbrella. -.-
Luckily, when i reached mdc for awhile, kailin & kaileng is out from work.
woohoo! Lucky me!
I dont have to be alone for too long! hahahas.
then soon, daevon, rah, olivia,xueting & serene came.
hahas.

as we were waiting... Rachelle came. hahas.
woohoo!
She was like talking to us for long long time.
Hahas. RACHELLE IS NICE! hahas.

After awhile, the guys came out too. (:
JianFeng was injured when fliming.
Poor thing. hahas.
But he is still hyper active! hahas.
kept playing the basketball. NOISY! hahas.
took a video too. hahas.
Funny! hahas.
But, not posting up la.
hahas.


JIANFENG&ME & BASKETBALL! HAHA!

Took many many picture with him. But, dont wanna upload his picture too many! hahas!
zekark*

I now loving Gavriil more & more la.
Hahas.
He really can make me very high.
Once i see him, i really can blush.
That why, i cannot be alone with him!


Gavriil & ME! hahas.
SHUAI~~~~

Took a picture with clement too.(:

Hmms.
DOnt have much time to use the computer now.
I blog about yesterday first.

Yesterday went kbox with Kailins~ ,Daevon, Rachelle & JianFeng.
Hohoho!


MR.caleb came in last min to waste time!


hahas. CUTE!

Some picture to share!~

ME&JIANFENG.(:


JIANFENG!!!!~

JIANFENG! SHUAI Oh~


After Kbox-ing! hahas.



On the streets, acting like tourist! hahahas!





Super got feel de picture! hahas!



KAILIN 90 & ME! hahas.




KAILINS & ME! (:



ok la. dont blog le. hahas..
The picture i took with Rachelle is too blur. -.-
&& the one with caleb, kailin accidently deleted it without sending me. ):
nvm.

Tmr i shall blog about today.
MANY MANY PICTURES TO SHOW. (:

Gavriil Skaros makes me high from head to toe today!
(-'.'-)

At this moment, I'm suppose to be very high & looking forward to something.
but,
I'm super emo-ing.

I'm sad, upset, unhappy, down, depressed, downhearted, gloomy, dejected, melancholy, dysphoric, spiritless, heavy-hearted, low, downcast, desolate, tristful, wistful & feeling blue.

rahhs~
>.<

Wanna cry.
T-T

Wanna post a picture up!


GAVRIIL & ME!
hahas!
SO HOT right, sheena?
hahahahas!

Hahas. Forget to blog about today.

Today feeling is worse than yesterday.
The whole day, i felt like saying the F word.
But, of course i cant. Im YU Nv ok? hahas.

Damn suay~
Lost elink card.
Seriously, i overturn my whole house & i couldnt find it.
wth.
Lucky i found passport photo. i can go make.

&& damn suay also.
Today,
late for school!
wth. why detention start @ 3 de?
It used to be 2PM start. -.-
make me has to waste time in houg point.

-.-

damm pekcek now.
hahahas!

Yesterday{ WEDNESDAY }
Were in pretty bad mood.

Erms, school was bored as usual.
Yawn-ed thousand of times again! hahas.

After school went home,
played the comp for awhile.
& found my blog full of spam.
Actually, I dont give a damn.
If they say i sucks... I just wanna they say are more suck.
& they say i chase idol, i have no life?
SO, does they have a life when they only knows how to spam people blog behind the comp & have no guts to admit who they are?
Yeahs. Indeed no life.
Really? If they hate me, they can just get out of my blog.
Childish people indeed.

ANYWAYS!
I LOVE CHASING IDOLS.
What can you do to me?
Only know how to spam my blog, no guts to talk face to face is it?
Such a coward.

aiyah. coward spammers.
I have no time for them la.
Hahas.
Continue my story.
hmms. yah.
Then, actually i suppose to leave around 4.15PM to go houg mall to buy some stuff & return books.
In the end, i left at 5PM.

Luckily, I reached mdc before FENG2 did. hahas.
Like 5 to 10 MINS before him.
He seems like he was in bad mood like that.. -.-
So, pass him everything jiu dont bother him liao.
Let him quickly fly in as he is late already.

While waiting,
I was like drawing portrait of FENG2 in ink.
I manage the draw the whole faces but, i dont know how to draw nose & mouth. hahas.
Nvm.So I nv draw.
The others say look alike. ^^

I was like drawing the nose for thousand of times but, all cannot make it. until i gone crazy. kept acting like ghost & scare people off. hahas.

&& something happened la.

We waited until like 11.45PM like that?
I shall admit, i was a little angry with FENG2 when he is so unappreciative.
Draw for him although no nose & no mouth la.
Still must sian dong sian xi!-.-
*angry*
Like i draw so long lor! & my first time drawing portrait.
rahhhs~

Lucky my Gavriil cool me down with his smile.
That why i like very seldom go find FENG2 ytd.
Gave him the books & pictures & took a few photo jiu go find Gavriil.
Gavriil so nice! hahas.
His smile really can melt people's hearts.
Maybe my heart la. Hahas.
& He was asking abt my O levels. Hahas.
He didnt know O levels are purpose to be around EOY!
So cute!
He was NICENICENICE~

& also find JiaXi awhile.
He very funny lor.
Ask him sign the picture.
He told me that im the first one who gets him signature.
hahas.
& told me the story about He & Chengxi used to sign english but, no nice.
So, they sign chinese.
Then, he ask wanna sign in chinese or english.
Obviously, chinese la, i thought he say it's nicer! =.=
&&& He actually knows my name.
Hahas. I never tell him. But, he see my friendster la. hahas.
Cool!

JiaXi is my 4th faves behind FENG2,Gavriil &Rach.
But, not crazy about him la...
Love FENG2&GAVRIIL alot more! hahas.

BUT, I LOVE CHENGXI ALOT ALOT ALOT MORE!!!
hahahas!

ok ok la.
While going out, FENG2 say something that make me feel not angry with him la.
Shan't so much la.
hahas.

ANYWAYS,
Kaileng!
Do really cheer up kays?
No point getting so affected by her.
You still got us! (:
LOVE YOU LOADS.

Hmms!
I'm missing my beloved fengfeng!~
hahas.
LOVES~

Hahas...
Some pictures to share. (:

The fan mag!
(:


MODI! (:
SOOO SOO SOO CUTE!


MR.XIAO MIAN YANG, YESHOU! hahas.
SO CUTE LOR.

MAODI & YESHOU both chose to stay with each other if they had to chose from the 20 guys. SO CUTE!
MAODI can cook for YESHOU everyday, they can also go school everyday.
SO SWEET!
MAOSHOU COUPLE.(:


Hahahas!
MY ONLY LOVED from Terry group!
HUYA! Anyways, He looks really cute on the mag cover page & his own page!
Hahas. First time see YAYA so cute! hahas.

I had tons & tons of things to blog about.
But, Kelly seems lazy today.
Ha has. I'm damn sleepy now.
Woke up around 7am yesterday & went out during mid-morning till midnight.
Play until crazy .
I slept around 2am yesterday & had to woke up at 6.30am.
Totally not concentrating in class. yawned thousands of times. ha ha has.

Let talk about yesterday.
Sunday,
ERMMS!
Went to J8 around 11 plus to meet Daevon&Xueting.
Bought apple strudel & hp strap for Fengfeng.
The hp strap turned out quite ex as his name is longggg. JIAN FENG. 9 letters. -.-
ha has.

Then, walked a little & we went to mdc around 1 pm.
I was like doing my homework there, while the two ladies were folding their hearts & stars.
Ha has, knowing my attention span is very short, I gave up doing after 30 mins or so?
& helped Da Evon to fold star since it's for Feng Feng. (:

Then, the others ladies finally came back from their k box session!
hahas. The fun is here!!
Did some stuff la. lazy to elaborate.

The guys came out early today! hahas. Around 6 plus they are out.
hahas.
Gavriil was the first who left. Cause, i doesnt know what can i tell him.
I was like oh gosh. So shy~
I just dont know why, whenever i see him.
My mind will just go blank. hahas. && very shy to talk to him.
I think he is too handsome already until i cannot resist. hahas.

So, after Gavriil went off, i went inside to find Feng Feng!!
Hahas.. Then, i suddenly also become quite hyper. hahas.
FengFeng is really very funny lor. hahas!
Give him letter also wanna show off!! So CUTE!
Then, kept asking people to 'tou kao ta.' like support him like that la.
Make me wanna beat him up! hahas.
He still dare to say in front of his own fans, then ask other people to 'tou kao ta'.
Yesterday, can see that he is really in good mood la.
Cause, suddenly so many people mob him. ha has.
He is like a MONKEY like that. ha has.
&& He was soo nice lor.
When i gave him the hp strap, he striaght away wanna put on his hp, but, he suddenly remembered that his hp cannot put hp strap. -.-
Then, in the end, he hang it on his bag instead. hahas.
I think one day, surely drop. Cause, he too hyper active already. hahas.

Anyways, some photos to show. :)




ME &&FENG2



I complained about his height cause, he is really TALL!
So, he eventually bend down. But now, he seems so short.
Hais. -.-
But, i like this picture. hahas



ME; FENG2 ; DA EVON.(:
hahas. His First two fans! hahahas.



Rachelle( Rabbit ) ; Me ; Feng2.
My favourite female contestant & male contestant!
Like Family photo.
MAMA & PAPA & CHILD. I'm the child! hahahas!

Rabbit is NICENICENICE!
REALLY! SHE IS REAL NICE hahas.
Everyone of us love her SOO SOO MUCH! hahahas.


Rabbit & Me. (:
I know it is rather dark. I lazy to edit. hahas.



JiaXi & ME.(:
Oh gosh, he look really really like chengxi!
Ok la. They are twins what! hahas.
JiaXi is nice too!!!~

ZhenHuan & Me.
He is really really shuai lor. hahas.



Clement & Me.
Cute la him.
Dont know how to describe him once he is so hyper la. hahas.
Very CUTE indeed. hahas.

Why dont have Gavriil picture leh?
Hahas. Cause, NOT NICE. hahahas.
So, didnt want to post up.
hahas.
Ok la.
I'm tired already.
Hahas.

Anyway,
Both of my leg hurt badly!
Almost fell down today cause, unbalance. hahas.
&&
Yah! I got my BBT MAG liao! SO HIGH!
I'm going to enjoy my mag liao.
BYE!~

Ha has. I know it's colourful that why i said it is child-like.(:

Two more day, March holidays will be over.
BOO!

I haven't even started on any of my home works.
Cause, I'm just too lazy to do.
Ha has!

Got English, Physic, Chem & Math?
& most importantly, art.-.-
I supposed to finish my sketches & one compo.
But i just doesn't have any inspiration to do so.
Alright, im just lazy to do any of them.

I think i better start doing my homework.
If not, tmr, i will start chionging at mdc liao.

I decided le.
I wanna wait for my fengfeng&Gavriil to come out.
But, must be home by 11.30PM.
&& I MUST STUDY THERE.

Cause, i at home also never study de la. So what's the difference?
At least i study there, I can ask for help! hahahas.

After march holiday,
MUST STUDY HARD.
Then get into media courses!
then go taiwan work!( I'm dreaming~ )

Hahahas.(:

Hahas.
I changed my blog abit?
LOLS!~

Anyways,
Thanks Kaileng for telling me that thing about JianFeng which made me high until NOW~
HAHAS!~
Im missing him lots & lots...
He's so cute lor! hahas.
I read your blog.
Warm the empty bottle of liangcha that i gave to him?
SO CUTE!
How can i dont love him?

Sadly, I will be having my O's.
Therefore, i couldn't be able to hang out at mdc like last time.
Must manage my time well && must study hard.
Hahas.

FENG'er && ME. AH DA~
FENG'er acting CUTE!

Gavriil LOVES.<3

Hoho!


New blogphoto. (:
With all the bbt guys. hahas.
Had a hard time finding the picture of the guys.
Especially the new guy, Xiao Le.
That why, his picture is his side view only. hahas.


Anyways, today got back report slip.
All can i say is,
Very bad. hahas.
Only English got A2 & Chinese B3.
The others, not very good. B4 to F9.
-.-! F9 for my Comb. Science.
I didnt study for my chem at all. hahas.

rahs~