I was thinking recently.

Why did i idol chase?
hahas.
Actually i dont think im idol chasing.
Because, the fact is i like the way im being appreciate there.
I liked the way pple treat me there. At least, im different there.

Yesterday, i couldnt sleep. I was thinking about every single "idol" that i actually chase. To be saying strictly, Nat was the first actually. People might think is Albert & BangZhi. Nahs~ That is not chase laas. I just attend to their competition & watch watch & support. That not counted. Actually Nat also one that i just attedn to the comp & watch wtach & support only. Only till the end. I came to find him when his training & stuff.

It started from Nat then to Jeff. Alrights, Jeff & Nat together! hahas. Then to Javin to Choonkeat to Haoying & Andie.

Every of them are very nice guys with different characteristic. Evryone of them motivated & encourage me in differents ways. But all of them let me learn something.
They are all hardworking guys. They are really hardworking for the comp.

Let start saying one by one..

First, Nat.
He is very encouraging actually.
He encourage me to study hard or work hard in the thing i wanna do.Even told me to be a air stewardess, but, his jokes la.He really know how to sweet talk to make girls happy.Apparently, He is nice to everyone. && Of course, he is an very aprecciative guy. That what i like about him. Even there are bad points of him. But, i still feel that he is a nice guy la!
I believe one fine day, he will succeed in his dreams. (:

Next, Jeff.
This guy is one of the favourite guy on earth.
As some pple know, my dad passed away when im 8 even Jeff is only 27, he gave me a VERY fatherly feeling. hahas.
Jeff is really really nice, he jokes around everytime provided he is not hungry.
He is very sensible & matures. Every words he told me really hits to my heart. Or rather, i believe in him alots & trust him. After MITA end.. i hasnt got a chance to see him until css2 finals. He aged alots with lesser jokes. But, Jeff is still Jeff. One of my fave! && I always got his picture in my wallet! hahahahhas!
He is my motivation, whenever i see him i know i must work hard. (:

Next, Javin.
He is the one i felt sorry the most.
I didnt do his fc well. I m too scared to go & see cause, i felt guilty.
I thought i should just leave it to XT. hahas..
But, Javin is very nice. He some sort of knew his fc pres when over to SIAO ck.but, he doesnt mind. Even when ck got eliminated, he still sms me not to be sad.. both of them will work hard for revival. Afterall their is only one winner. & ....
He is soo nice. When he came out, he still came over to console me. Since that, i felt Javin is really nice & appreciative. He always sms me thank you, thank you, thank you. Javin will succeed one day! (:

Next, Choon Keat.
He made me laughed, cried & worried.
I felt great with him cause, he is soo soo soo ENTERTAINING. this is why i like him alots. He loves to do funny faces behind my back when we are taking pic. & ended up getting scolded by me. hahas. He is the only one i dares to scold him ba. hahas. Cause, of his age. He is younger than me. Like a little brother. hahas. I really like smsing him. He is soo lame. He will reply you just with a word. " LOLS ". Waste his sms count. haahas. He is the one that make me cries alots too. Cried because im worried for him fearing that he might get eliminated. Crying because of dumb selfish act of mine. His 2nd round when he sang bei pan. I cried alots. Afraid that he might get outs. So, someone called him. But, actually i dont really wanna listen. Because, he will know that im not believing in him. BUt, he got in. In another hand, Javin got out despite getting 2nd placing. Sometimes, i thought... If the one to be getting out is Ck. Will Javin get into top 10? I think he will actually. BUt, ck next round is well done! His nan dao is very nice. Which made me listen to it alots till now. But, he got out instead. He did great. But, at least he got eliminated with good result. That night i cried alots too. One more step to top 10 & the main reason is both Javin & ck is in revival. hahas. Sad hor. But, this guy is really very funny guy laas. && He is clever! hahas. He made me laughed alots.

Okays.
Next HaoYing,
He really brighten my life alots. He was the first to write a book with me. Now, whenever i go, i will bring that book. Cause, it is full of encouragement written by us for each other. He told he is was quite tired of the training which made me giving him a harsh "encouragement". He didnt give up. But, the comp gave up to him.
I dont know why. I still felt unfair for his 3rd round. VERY UNFAIR. for my own point of view. He was 1st in the 2nd round of that day. & he did fare that well for his acting. But, i certainly think he is better than someone who got in. Or rather, im someone who hates to accept the facts. The day before he left. i met up with him.
He still encourages me alots. He knew i was upset las. But, he act like im very happy for him. Dumb fellow. hahas. & yahs. Forever & ever.. i will rmb this guy or rather my bear! (:

Last, Andie.
Actually, the reason i supported him is he is Bangzhi brother. But, soon.. i supported him not because, he is bz's bro. but, because, im touched by his attitude. He is really really hardworking. yeaa. The champion belongs to him. I could say he is the most hardworking ones in the comp. Seriously, i never seen any guy soo hardworking as him. Despite that he just got his surgery, he still wanna go for his training. Actaully the top 8 round. i almost cried because of his wushu section where he must fall down & do stuff that might hurt his leg. & there is a part where i called " fly turn " he cant do it that he simply had to turn.
When he became champ, i was really happy for him... & I believe in what he once told me. " If i want something badly & work hard for it. It will happen. " It really happen for Andie. Yeaa. & he kept reminding me about my dream. The course that he used to be in & be his "xue mei" . hahas. Yeaa. now, i just pray & hope i will get to sec 5. Im going to work very hard like Andie. I gonna start studying from Jan till the end. Hahas. Andie will be my role model! (: