im really sick of everything already.
at the start, i dont think there is a change between us at all.
When school starts, im treating you the same like last time lor.
Normally, i dont talk much or maybe after the holidays my word has been lesser.
& for the past 4 years. i can say, you arent the closest to me.
Because, during Sec1&2, im close with Sheena, Sec3 with MeiJun & Sec4 is SzuChian & Cherilyn. So, when you say that me & sheena is because need you then go find you, i found it extremely funny & frustrated. & I wonder is it the different way round?
& wonder is it because Cherilyn & Szuchian isnt around anymore that why, you will feel neglect.
If both of them is around, i think this wont even happen.
Because, you got them & dont even need us.
& ever since you have a bf, dont you think we are not even close anymore?

& if you dont wanna feel neglected, you can always join in when we are talking. It is not as if we are talking softly to each other. & the topic between both of us is not secretive at all.

& frankly speaking. YES. during this past 4 years, you had been a stubborn & selfish girl to me. Just that, i dont seem to mind...& NO. i really dont understand you.
& you say you are heartbroken. oyeah...
S0, me & Sheena de heart is made of metal la?
We are heartbroken when we see you saying that we are those need you then go find you de friend.

we say you only cares for yourself because,you once said that when cherilyn got bf, she has been talking lesser to you.
But, have you ever thought when you just got a bf, you have been talking lesser to cherilyn too?Isnt it the same?

Because, Sheena & I are besties. So obviously, we will feel more comfortable together.
& eventually, be together more often.
I dont think there is a need to make a fuss because, you feel neglected.
Sometimes, i will feel neglected when Junda & Sheena are together.
But, did i made i fuss out of it?
&& seriously, i dont really mind if i get neglected by them.
Because, i still got other friends. It's not like i only got two friends in the whole bowen.
To you is the same too.
It is not like the whole bowen, you only got us two as your friends.
Friend is not just being together & hang out together.
It is about being comfortable with each other.
If you dont feel comfortable with us, you can go find your other friends right?

We doesnt wanna confront you face to face because, we know you sure cry de.
& We only want you to realise your mistake, not just by saying sorry.
What's the point of saying sorry when you dont realise your mistake?

You never realise how selfish you can be, but, the other people knows it very well.