ermm...

i just hope this year quickly end.
i just cant wait everything is over.
im sick of everything already.
I hate the school now.

All i can only say...
i felt betrayed without you knowing.
But, i cant do or say anything.
Everything seems happening too quickly & unknownly.
I really dont know what happening.

Why are you always the one who can throw tantrum?
Why are you always the one who can say what you are not please with?
But, WHY AM THE ONE ALWAYS TOLERATING!!!

Do you know?
I really envy you.
You have a full & perfect family.
Every birthday or christmas, you get what you want.
And i dont even have a cake for my birthday.

You get to shop with your mum.
I dont & I want to.

You have good friends to share your feelings with.
I only can keep everything to myself.
cause, people had lost my trust. Even you.

You can shout & scream when you are unhappy.
I cannot.

You said you have stress given by your parent.
But, your parents isnt asking for a top placing.
Mine is.

I have nth much to say anymore.
You didnt tell me anything & left.
Now, i know. All your promises are not real.