i'm pekcek.
when i'm already so affected by that problem & trying to be equal.
& he brings up that problem again.
Although, i know he is joking & doesnt meant it.
it's just me. perhap, i think too many.
but, i dont like him to make fun of this matter.
whatever is it.
i guess i just have to not being so affected.

i feel really really tired.
He is too good. everyone loves him so much.
sometimes, i really hope i could be selfish.
But, i know he belongs to everyone.
That why, when people ask me can support him anot?
then, i always say can can. i dont mind.
but, actually i mind alots.
just that, i just have to say i dont mind.
arghh~