Hadnt been blogging recently.
having a rather depressing period recently.
just felt tired of everything.
just felt like throwing away everything, therefore has been away.
Being absent from school to throw away my studies for a moment.
Im tired. Trying so hard to start. But, it is so difficult.
Today, i went to school. & mr yeo talk about our mid year result which struck me.
I got 4passes though. but, it is not enough to pass Olevels.
& i really didnt do as well as i could. I did badly. real bad.
A moment in my mind, i hope there will be someone taking a frying pan & knock the back of my head. hahas! a little dramatic.
I need a impact in my mind to let me stay focus.

Recently, i had been away from mdc too. only went for the show.
The feeling is so different now. i dont know.
Just felt that, im so unwanted there.
Someone is not the same as before, my feeling for him changed too.
& somehow i really really felt stupid for what i did for him.
& i hate sarcastic remarks from someone.
like wtf lor. arghhhhh.
I felt so upset that day and more thing is coming up.
i notice something...
seeing & talking to jiaxi really can brighten my day.
if not that day, i sure break down de.

Today,
aben group to chose 5 to get into 2jun.
MAOMAO & Yeshou must get in ah~ hahas!
7 chose 5. im hoping jiang ge got chance. he can sing very well lor!
ytd, bbt announce terry grp until left 1 more slot for 2jun.
& left with three guys, elmo,huya & yagao.
i think elmo will get in. BUT, im still hoping that huya will get in.
hais. jiayou!jiayou!

Lastly,
Jiaxi & Gavriil you guys rocks big time.
Thank you so much. ((: