EMO EMO. ):

Just felt that im a lousy friend.
Although, no one said it before.
but, i felt bad sometimes.

taking friend's kindness for granted and stuff.
i dont know.
sometimes, i just dont know how to treat them better.
cause, im too used to be independent in everything i do.
i like to do thing on my own,
or rather, i have my own thinking when it come to doing work.

Im also not a good listener.
nor someone who impress their thoughts or feeling.
I always kept things to myself and somehow expect people to do so too.
It is not that i dont want to talk about my feeling.
just that somehow, for me, i find it difficult to trust other people even close friends. Because, we cannot read others people mind. we dont know what others is thinking.

hais hais hais.
just a thought that came through my mind.
which made me quite upset.

perhap, i may be thinking too much.
too stressed already. 0.0